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    Wednesday, 30 May 2007

    23:48
    well... at that point of moment after reading this friend's blog, i felt sad and angry. he was someone whom i looked up to and someone whom i unknowingly had a crush on. was it a crush or i like him for who he was? it was a confused thot. i nv want to fathom what i was thinking really. it's justtoo complicated. love is such a complicated thing?


    i guess i'm not going say what he wrote cos obviously, my love for him was not reciprocated. it's been ages since i ws so daring to give a guy what i think is good. giving him what i think he'll like and be daring to 'show' that i liked him...hm...to date back..the last time i did was when i was pri 6? damn it. i feel so embarrassed to think back.

    yes. after reading it, i think i should just forget him for what he was to me then. i should just carry on with my life, having this hope to see someone i fancy in the future. should i treat him as a really normal friend? should i be reminded of what he was to me when i talk to him on msn again?

    i should not. yes..i should not. cos the fact will nv change! and the fact is that...i'm someone of no value.

    now you would wonder why i said that instead of the fact 'he'll nv love me like the way i did to him'!
    easy. cos inference from his post, girls should just be pretty and be natural. and naturally pple esp guys will crowd around u and be great company. oh..with an outward personality too? baasically, girls---attractive, natural, bubbly, outgoing, fun, talking intelligently with humour, smart and at the same time, still dumber than guys so the guys can show off!?!?!?!?!

    damn the guys.and damn whoever created me with such ugly features and and AND!!! the 2 most impt of all! not intelligent and not sociable a.k.a outgoing.

    for the above, i'm not talking abt my parents...i'm talking abt the whole universe inclusive of destiny...fate..stars and moons, sun with meteors and etc etc that corresponds with the simple word 'chance'. if my mom were to be smarter, she'd chosen someone with greater look and greater financial status. oh some one who is also smarter. i'm not blaming my dad to be 'none of the above' cos that's a fact but, how dumb is it..my parents happened to be the wierdest pple on earth. not wierd to the really wierd extent..but with the pms temper of my dad, forgetful mom and both of them not really educated to the the point i think is sufficient(that is university and above) i think that sums up to the reason/fact that i am stupid and ugly.


    ahhh..how is God playing tricks on us? that's just so unfair...cos He will give you something and take away from you something...but...since when i;m borned..i've nv realised what is that something that makes me stands out from the rest!!!! and He keeps taking things away from me. my beauty(taken long ago), my wits(dumber since sec and deteriorating as i progress), my memory(i'm getting senile everyday! darn!) and my...body?(i'm born with genes that will make me fat!) ah...there are more...billion more than now!



    yes..i should just hate him...cos ofwhat he wrote...and i should just say..i shall stay away from him. i rather go on with my life without him...though he's a genius i can rely on for my M@7h5!?!?!?! but even i can rely on him for M@7h5...he's going to uni to study a degree heavier than the norm and i doubt he has the time..sigh!!


    what am i going to do for stats for the next 3 years?!?!?! ahem!!! i'm not saying anything abt him!



    God help me!(this may sounds controversial cos i just insulted Him..but..it's just ranting..isnt it? blogger!!!)