o righty den. today went to school for 'intro to councelling' and hmmm some how the lesson of 3 hours passed by rather fast. i tried recalling what we did but it's just simple recalling of last week's learning points and after that, listened to his wonderful stories of his encounters with clients of all sorts. lol! after tat, we did some exercise by going thru it in groups of 3s and we did a small exercise...that was go give praise to each other on our left and right. woohoo! haha! cos i was the first to brought up that point, and there Tim asked us to do this small exercise. so we praise each other and all felt awkard. somehoW! haha!!!! there it was..the break. yay! had a walk with yasmeen to e cafeteria and hmmm... saw one of Jacob, Jimmy, Seb's swedish friend.. that black curly hair guy. he's kinda cute.. yeah. but we nv even talk once! looked at each other before.. and today..hmm it seems that he din see me even though he's just in front of me. nvm. he's in the biz sch. so i rarely get the chance to see him..dun even talk abt saying hi.

yeah..so..after the break, we were in groups of 5... comprising of me, yasmeen, cool dude Mikael, cool accented Ming and that 'goodness' Fred. haha! just joking FreD!

so we make Mikael present the points all becos of what Ming said... he's got the sexiest voice. lol!!! yeah..we did agree to that. lol! and that... we started to think of singlish...and how funny it was to hear 2 guys of western accent to speak in singlish. all the lahs...and mikael said 'aiyoh' like... haha!! so real!? i mean..really singlish.. in that western tone.

well.. i guess he's not that unapproachable after all.. i just need to find more topics to talk to. hehee!

so sch ended for us just like that. so me, sam, lyn, fred, and ming went to hk street to eat. and Fred decided to teach Ming singlish.. no way man! Fred's the bad guy! dun convert MIng to a boy who speaks singlish cos i am sure that once someone...anyone who tries to learn singlish, they cannot revert back to his original accent anymore! you know why>?

singlish...a language that is mixed,is the only lang that can really express what we really want to say, feel and all kinds of expression.. seriously man!

haha! and so..i went to meet my mom at chinatown people's park to buy some pants...and ended up we bought clothes and pants... i got myself a top that is hmmm $52.. damn it. its super ex!!!

but it's worth it. cos of the material, it's what....satin??? yeah. it's actually a 2-piece top, it had a vest that is really nice..and it suited the colour. the whole thing was brown. yipee!! yeah..mom bought a coat? some jacket style...and after that..bought a top, and 3 pants!! can you imagine how desperate she was?? 3 pants!!!!! so in total, we spent like $220., inclusive of the top i bought...

sigh...$$$$ spent away just like that?? i hate the life in singapore...everything is so ex and money is always not enough!? i know how great Jack Neo's movies are now. He's definitely got foresight. haha!!! he's smart..he's cooL!

oh btw..today was seriously a bad bad day for me.If you find that you cant take vulgar language, i advise you not to read on because it contained some explicit content. i cant believe i encountered such presposterous service by this lady in people's park centre..that building that sells fabric, textiles and clothes(where we bought our clothes). It's not even service pls!!!

it's just lip service! she's blind ok!!??!!??!! that pants my mom wore was ugly and the top i wore made me looked not my age and she said that the pants my mom wore was great...and it's natural that the back(buttock area) had a line that hooked the butt crack...becos..." 我们这些生过孩子的身材是这样的。比较下垂过年轻人。他们年轻人的身材跟我们不同。他不了解啦。我们的裁剪全部很都是很fit身材的。"

i was furious and burning inside...hello! she's my mom..not yours ok!? i have the right not to let my mom wear those ugly fugly looking pants of yours! i know they fit the body but...u dun have to put me down like dat~ bloody fu*ker.

den my mom wore this red top and it was super fu*king ugly and she dare to say..."很年轻啊！ 你不是合穿刚才那个，这个比较适合你。 " please!!! that was of super low quality and the material sucked to the core! everywhere's selling it! the place where we bought my mom's pants, sold the top too! and guess what?!?!? so so so so so much cheaper than hers! she still dare to say her's already very cheap!! please la.. it's so ex..where got cheap!

yeah..so she was BOOTLICKING my mom!?!?! BLINDLY!! BLIND RAT! STOP YOUR BOOTLICK, IT SUCKED TO THE CORE! i'm not being sensitive but it's just way too far off the reality! that top was ugly for my mom and she said it was nice.

so i request to try on other skirt and tops...and guess waht they say, “那件裙子是白的，我们没有试穿。”

hmm i was like wondering........why cant we try the SKIRT?! i seriously cant think of any reason how we will dirty that skirt! i can think of white TOP being dirtied by our make ups and lipstick mark. AND!!! she should not let me try that WHITE top since the reason was like that! damn her.. she gave me a stucked-in -the-arse look. i can see that she wasnt that happy orady. hmmm BUT SO WAHT?!

so it's like..she was so determined to sell that top to me...getting ready the clothes on the cashier desk. but hellow........SINCE WHEN DID I SAY I WANT!?!??! really!?!? i can recall vividly that i din say i want. she kept making sure without me realising..i was like..wtf?!

i liek the pants..but becos it's so obvious that she bootlicked overboard my mom, i started to find her being really really FAKE! so i decided not to buy it. of course, my mom went away first, an she called me...obviously din want me to buy it...and asked me to leave the shop. damn.. that part was what i always hated.

so after i changed back, she said "那怎么样？你要这件衣吗？" i said, icurrentl din have money and yeah..i dun want to buy it.

now at this point of time, tell me what's right. does the customers have the right to decline any purchase of prod, after much trying out and realised that the clothes are not of the right taste?

seriously..i need feedback on this.. oh..btw..

do we den, have the right to do that (above) in places like the people's park centre shops? just like trying out clothes at Zara and not buying them?! becos Zara has extra service charges for sales girls if they do servicing...that's what they are employed to do so.

but how bout owning a shop yourself, and doing biz in a small shop? do you still ahve to do servicing den?

it's entirely up to the shop owner whether they want to do servicing or not i find. they will always try their best to persuade us. but i find that at the end of the day, it's still up to the customer's decision to whether they want to buy or not... price wise, shop owners do have to reflect it themselves.

ok back to that bloody shop, after i said i din want to buy, she said with a stupid HARSH tone, LITERARY SCOLDING ME. OUTRIGHT IN MY FACE. WITHOUT ANY HESITATION OR EVEN THOUGHTS OF HOW EVIL THAT WAS!," eh，你那里可以这样的？我们好心打开门要做你们的生意，你却试了那么多件， 又不要买。 你们母女俩都一样的。我第一次看到你这种这样的客户。你真得很过分leh. 你懂你再浪费我的时间吗？我很忙得leh！ 你这样做是不对的！"

of course.. there were more than these simple sentences.. i rmbed that there was this sentence that raelly made me boil. but i forgot that. argh. if not, she will be a much condemned person on this earth!

and yea..that sentence 'both you and yur mom are the same' that was like adding petrol and kerosene to my small flame. and i can feel myself on fire, hair on fire ! so it's like my whole body was on fire.'

another was, ' it's my first time seeing such customers like you and you are too much'. yeah..that was the max... hellow! customers have the right oK!?! we have to right not to buy it and u cant force us to buy! you mother fu*ker! go to hell pls!

dun think that by scolding us you'll get me buying your stuff or even get us condemned becos we din buy your clothes. in fact, you should b the one being condemned!

this one is simple ridiculous! ' i dun have time ok? you'r wasting my time by attending to you and letting you try my clothes'

this is super extra and i felt liek slapping her..hmm or rather... give her a middle finger, and throwing off the clothes from the cashier desk!

before i even try e clothes(becos mom went to the toilet and i walked around ), she was not doing anything impt..eg making fone calls or writing some stuff..she was trying on the clothes! she changed and she was preening herself! and she's attending to me and another customer only!

there's 2 shopkeepers then. and it's ok i tell you, to attend to max 2 or just 2..cos i did that myself..and that's not a prob! even if it's 3, it's just taking clothes to them and one can just attend to them by bootlicking. no proB!

and that time she accused me of wasting her time?! hey! BE GLAD THAT I WASTED YOUR TIME BECOS THAT WOULD MAKE YOU NOT FEEL THAT BORED. and bloody hell she does have to reflect on the price she set.. she should lower the price to keep customers coming back! she din do that at all! and she decided to keep her biz low by scolding ppple off~!?! how bitchy was that?!

May God bless her. i am sure that she wont repent.

she fu*king hell sucked to the core!

at the end of this post, do pardon my lang. this was the most furious thing i've ever encountered in my life and no i wont scold vulgarities when i'm angry. But i'll scold if whoever makes me SUPER SUPER angry!

thanks for hearing me out!

as usual, i always dream about wierd dreams.. and this morning, i dreamt of myself doing the prod demo to a group of pple i know but sadly...i forgot again. this dream portrayed something that is very impt to note.

on the pretext of being strong, always head strong in facing bad criticisms, rejections, bad impression of my performance becos they tot i am earning their $, and failed attempts in doing demo becos of 'sudden' crop-ups....i am actually really sick and tired of it. Hurt deeply by the response the prod has brought(response by pple), feeling dejected when no one realise the goodness of it, and feeling disappointed when pple dun believe. In fact, there are more feelings about it, just that i dun want to talk about it.

It's not that i feel dejected when there is no money for me. i feel really out of the earth, alien on this earth when my friends and best friends dun believe.

nvm...as we all know...friends=pple in society=workforce=betrayal=backstab=sooner or later

i will still treasure friendship i had. as time goes by, there's only 1 to believe=family.

they will stand by you whenever you're down, you're ugly, you're happy, you're crazy, you're fat, you're successful or even when you're bankrupt.

love conquers all...hopefully...

sueño(dream in spanish)

oh...i forgot to write about thurs,26th i was learning driving in e morn...and i had to rush down to raffles shopping centre to meet RINI. i tot it was at suntec....and so i walked realyl fast to suntec only to find that it's just above the city hall mrt!! damn~!!
i walked back again..all the way...rushing!

so we ate at cafe cartel, i ordered a linguine..mmmmmmmmmmmm its yummy! full of pepper peperroni, and olive oil aroma! its heavenly i tell you! no wonder it's chef's recommendation. HAHA~

oh i ordered a coffee(cold) drink too at 4.60? or 4.40..?? anyway...it was yummy. rini ordered this platter of fried food that looked and smelled and tasted heavenyly~ it's some seafood plate. with fish, prawns, eh..crossfries?(what you call those? i heard before but yeah, amnesia kicks in again!)


she had some coffee drink too.

yeah we talked alot..super alot...and prod too..meeting her on tues. yay!

den after taht..we left cos she need to be at home by 5..to take care of her siblings......

and guess who i buumped into? ZHUXUAN! my long lost pri class mate! i used to go to her house to visit her and play...and we even went out..quite close...but not as close as her and chloe.

she's really great! she's taking LAW at smu? or ntu?? argh...my BRAIN!!!!!!! PLS TELL ME ZX. and how great was that?~ smart girl smart! chatted a lil' and yeah..she needed to head home to read... LAW BOOKS!!!!! my god... heaven save me! i'm in psych! in aust sch! no one knew abt that!

anyway..just work hard... oh btw.. while i was heading to suntec via the citilink...MinLing called out to me..and i was quite surprised to see her there and....her to recognise me and callled out to me..i totally cant recognise her from the back...and waths more..i was rushing down the escalator passed her. haha!!!

anyway...today, christina din know today we're supposed to meet up and attend the talk. so she came late a little..10 plus when the thing starts at about 940am. den she stayed on till 3...had lunch at 12...and we talked about wierd stuff..or rather..she talked about wierd stuff like marriage btween cousins of different parentage..blah blah..rather confusing and yet fresh to me..but..odd and disgusting to me. hahaha!! that's totally incest!!!!

but anyway...i realised something. if someone actually talks to you and both of you felt at ease..and really enjoying each other's company, joking and enjoying it....and u find e opposite party likeable becos he/she is humourous and someone u can talk to about anything, that shows that the 2 can either create sparks or prob just friends as if enjoying good ol' times!

but that depends on the marital status, his view of girls..and his preference...hahaahah!!

so after all those suspension formerly, e ans i gave was crap man! haha!! but it's true ok!

one good example is me..sigh... but i'm trying to get him out of my head... it's just another young girl crush!

Ciao

ho ho ho! today was super super funny yet so embarrassed!!!! oh my god!

cos the past 3 lessons, i've been gettin this malay instructor consecutively. there's good and bad things abt it u can see.

Good 1- some sort of fixed instructor, save on the extra cost for fixed instructor! :P

2- he knows my strengths and weaknesses.

Bad 1-he SHORT TRAINED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2- he dun talk much like the instructor How(surname) YL.

3- he got a shock cos i nearly met 3 times of accident in 2 days. that's why i think he stopped teaching me. hahaha!!!!

anyway... i hate it when he short trained me...i din know that's NOT SUPPOSED for the instructor! until today when inst. How told me. how good is hE? he's still so attractive. haha!!!

anyway... today i tot that malay inst was going to take me again. and i tot i saw him... so i kept quiet and when he said hi in a very active and not-so-him style..i felt strange...


so...i kept thinking he's e malay. and he was active and so not him...active as in talk quite a fair bit as compared to the past 3 lessons. den aftr dat, it was my turn to drive becos it was starting to rain..and following raining cats and dogs.

den i started to talk to him since he was that 'active'. oh..before that when i was in e passenger seat, i noticed that he din have his shades on, he changed his shoes and his style of speaking.

so i tot hmm ..... den i was talking about malay stuff when we passed this school and this mom din teach her son to walk the pedestrain crossing but just crossed like that. den i talked or asked abt malay marrying early, malay guys always marry a plump-er malay lady, hk case where parents spent $14000 to buy a place in pri sch(famous)...........den he said that he's married with a kid 5months old. cos previously the malay inst said he din have any kids yet...den now he said he had a boy 5months old!

i was shocked inside. den...while we were talking..he suddenly spoke a CHINESE word!!!!! I WAS TOTALLY STUPEFIED!!! i tot he was MALAY ALL ALONG! den i was in a state of confusion! he den showed me his name tag( lanyard watever u call that , it's clipped to his pocket) it says
HOW Y....LEE ..

i was ........eh...isnt he the inst that was funny and humourous?(last few posts i talked abt him)
and how come he looked so like that malay inst!?!?!?! you know why i mistook him as that malay inst???

for 3 simple reasons...same height, same size and same face shape !!!!!!!

i recog his 'fatness' aiyah..say plump la(中年发浮) i dunno if it's that chinese word... but anw, i tot his side view looked so much like him..cos there's no outline of the face...like..no view of his neck? short chin?? i dunno...

den i was so shocked..and he was laughing...and said,"so am i a malay, or a chinese? my skin so fair......(he said something else, but i forgot again!)" my god!
this is the most embarrassing mistake i ever made! of course..he's a nice guy, jokes alot, and he doesnt even mind what i just took him for! and yea....too bad...got a wife..got a boy called Hayden. Hayden How..Double H.. haha!!! it's DH not HD-high distinction.

and he said that he wants his kid to be a christian..even though he and his wife are free... and guess waht reason he gave for that?!

it's cool..so that my kid can be cool..like the western...and he can find girls in there.

i'm like..what the?? wah...such stereotypes? haha!!!

oh btw..his son's name Hayden is named after this young motrocyclist who won the championship title for some..i dunno waht competition....not interested thats why i duno what competition. haha!!!

oh, when he showed me that he's fair(skin) , he pulled his pants up a little to show his leg..and it was gross cos he said he skidded and hurt his leg. and it was one big patch of scabs! EWWWW!!!

and guess what did he skid oN? he said he went to east coast for rollerblading and he told his friend,'why dun we play this game, and see who can catch each other faster?' and that of course means using roller blade to move in circles and see who can each otehr first. i'm like..what the hell??? such age? play such brainless games? so he said that he almost catched up with his friend but alas! he skidded on some....SANDS! and plus his roller blades are like..history? haha!! that's what he said..haha!!! served him right. lol!

and i asked how old he was and he todl me to guess... well i said he's 25-26... there's 2 reasons i said that... 1- din want to hurt his feelings and 2- he sounded young. very kiddish..and still not a matured man yet? hahaha! he's humourous u see!

and he admitted to me that he's 29. i'm like..hmmm? sure or not?? wel..yea.. his body had those signs of 30.. haha!!! so i told him that most men's career will succeed when they get into their 30s and 40s. haha! and he explained to me that the fortune teller said he needs a baby to bring him prosperity. hmmm........... cool!

oh he told me that he likes riding...den i was thinking..heh? riding?? ride what? 'motorcycle' la!

den i tot for a moment and went 'oooRRRHHHH' was that slow?? haha!!! yeah i admit that i'm slow. haha!!

it was fun to drive with him around..and time definitely flies when he's around!

so went to sch..and wooooohooo! met yasmeen in the lift and we sat together in class for anthro...oops! nope! it's SOCIOLOGY! yes... it's the same tutor MR. THIRU~!!!!!! aarrrrggghhh!!! noooooooooo! i'm going to fail my socio this time..yes..big time!

sigh..first lesson i dunno waht he's talking oready...sigh!!!

but dun be sad! We are supposed to be in a group of 5 to do this 'proj'. so we have

Ming

Yasmeen

me

and............. MIKAEL! yea! it's such good luck that i nv tot i will get!

yes.. he's a swedish.. (talk abit of him in my previous few posts) he got really beautiful eyes.. and he's... cute?? i mean.. he looked matured.. but his voice and his thinking and actions..yeah..rather more like a 19 year old kid? he said he likes cookies?! haha!! he's a cookie monster ... hahaha! yes.. he said that himself..haha!


well i guess i can figure out why he talks much to yasmeen rather than ming and me.. or rather just me. well.. i just joined their group of cool pple talking cool stuff! they talked about music i nv heard of..movies i nv heard of.. really cool... it;s like yasmeen can really click with mikael? its obvious! Ming... talks alot.. with us... but few talks with him..like very little replies...
hmmmm... and it's like... yasmeen would talk to mikael more rather than ming.. cos she finds ming..like... " MIng! wake up! " and gave the wide eye and ask u to wake up looks. hahaha!

well..i think mikael and yasmeen has more to talk about..cos i think the exposure yasmeen has is difinitely more than mine..and she got this attitude that she treats mikael just as a friend no matter how suave or how cute mikael is.. well.. she got a rich boy friend. haha! bless her!

yeah.. the relationship of him and her is like... yas will press his phone out of duno what...i guess for fun.... haha! and she dares to do that cos i supposed her friendship is closer with him than for me. and mikael simply smiles and says..u're mean.. blah blah..

well.. that's fun..but i just need to talk..to feel the friendship more.. haha!!!

yes..soon..real biz is coming... sch works pile up!

oh i forgot to bring back my umbrella...sigH! thanks jeanette!

love today.

hai...HAI....HAI...HAI!!!

I cant believe i almost got myself into accident........TWICE!

both cases involved buses and becos they were to large, so when they change their lanes...and it was stopping, i decided to steer away from the bus...that means stay in my lane and the bus moves to the left.

but in the end...i din steer my wheels to the right enuff such that..the left edge of my car almost hit into the bus!

my god! the instructor kena shock TWICE! my goodness..i felt so so so so so bad! yesterday too! yesterday was worst! i knew i made him rather sad and disappointed...and today..made he felt that i din improve a bit...sigh..i know he's going to take me again..tomoro..sigh..i dun like him... cos he cheats my timing.

but anyway, i stalled my engine SEVERAL TIMES IN A ROW!!! that's when i'm on a slope! i was sooooooooooooooo sooooooooooo panicky!! i was so literary HAVING A FEVER! i BURNT... I WAS SHOCKED, EMBARRASSED, FLUSTERED. i can feel the heat! my goodness!!! EVEN WHEN I'M TYPING THIS WHILE RECALLING, I CAN FEEL THE HEAT EMITTING FROM INSIDE ONCE MORE . damn.... and the lorry behind me was honking me..super sad....the instructor was really worried too..sigh...can tell la...as psychologist..or even simple pple knew that! i'm such a disappointment....

the only thing ican do now is to relax and listen to 'lord of the dance' music. it's the best! oh... and the introduction music of TOM AND JERRY. i miss them!

today i met simin in ssdcl. such coincidence~! so..i went ahead for lesson and igot a super old car! damn. the clutch was a lousy one.i had to lift my leg high or rather back enough to release it. and today e engine died on me sooooooooooooooooooooo many times!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn. and just nice..e engine stalled when i was on the slope! argh! was sooooooo panicky and i was like..what happened?? den i overtook this fellow student on the road..and the instructor of mine ws very unhappy..can tell lor.. sian..i was really really disappointed with myself. i wasnt myself today...sigh!

den i over shot the speed limit on the road too..that's why find the student very slow. when in actual fact the student was right to travel at that speed... sigh!

today start on the 4th gear and practice on my left turn..sigh! i should practise more... i got a wide turn today..and that shouldnt be the case..so next lesson..more on left turn...and if i ever kena the same malay instructor again tomorrow, i sure peng! he damn ngiao lor...play cheat!

CHEATER CHEATER CHEATER CHEATER!!!

i supposed to end class at 1230pm. den he wrote the log book and my book at 1213pm....and changeover with me to let him drive in....to see what i will be learning for the next few lessons! he stopped at the slope and moved off , so i know what to do when i came to that slope in my future lessons. and he let me see hw to do horizontal and parallel parking and crank and S course...

i'm like........"what the hell???? Shit you!"

waste my 15min to tell me what i'll be doing? why cant you let me practise on my left turn for that 15mins? it should be put to better use!!!!

oh..... when i engaged on my 4th gear..i was speeding...and that feeling was WOOHOOO!!! 爽

i keep my foot pressed down on the accelerator.. and i now know why some pple likes speeding. BUt i'm that kind who takes precautions..i dun dare to speed too much cos i know i'll get myself into accident one day... and lose my limbs! arrrrrggghhh!!! NO!!!!!!!! WA EH CHIU!(Hokkien-my hands! from youtube -hokkien starwars)LOL


hmmm..at class at jcu, i was seating behind..diagonally Mikael!! ooooh!!! i was super excited super nervous and super happy! hehe!

but too bad..i dunno what got into me, i dun dare to talk to him. i talked to ming when i sat behind him..but becos i din know what to talk about, i din approach them. well i can see that Mikael is friends with yasmeen(i think spelt that way) she's a cool girl. and HE TALKED TO HER FIRST!!! damn..coool down! cool down! i should talk to mikael more too! smile and say hi and bye! and he ACTUALLY ASKED HER ABOUT HER WOUND! SO CARING FOR HER!

nvm!! it's just the first few lectures and tutorials..i stil got time!! MUAHAHAHA!

oh....ming is a great guy too! he's ..hmm...someone whom you can really whip up any topic to talk about

I've given some thoughts..and i guess.. i'm going ahead with the Teacher's Day performance. It's still going to be a dance, but it's no longer the ballroom or those latin dances with Rebecca..

I've heard this song, Mika's Lollipop and it's definitely a great song to dance to. i'll soon find the song on esnip and upload it on the playlist on my page. It's an upbeat and a light-hearted song! haha! but choreography is yet to even start!

But i guess it's all talk and no action AGAIN!


Today's SS1111 class was fast. Good times flies. he was talking about his stories again and we always enjoy it, looking forward to it to bide the time! haha! but he was a funny man. Too Bad! He's married with kids! he's definitely a good catch. If he's a bachelor, i'll definitely be the first in line..hahaha~! just kidding!

But he looks like Lucas Lim! i guess his teeth is the thing that makes him looks like Lucas.


OH i'm searching for this music.....Lord Of the Dance. It's great! It used to be played by monk's hill millitary band- mhmb. It was a memorable song that i'll never forget for the rest of my life! YES! i knew of this song when i knew Ming Ze. He was i dunno..some section leader? he was blowing this...i dunno.but a very long trumpet....

the first time i head this song was...when i was sec 1. there were 2 other music i heard and those were great songs! i need to ask mz if he's got the name of the songs after...hmmm..6 years? haha!

den the last time i heard this music was when mhmb was holding their very last performance at Victoria Concert Hall. It was totally full house! That year i guess it was the last year of mhss. sobz..that night i had a very emo feeling. i felt all cold and so ecstatic..like as if i could fly around and i enjoyed the sparklings stars glittering around me... and small fairies flying around with me.
dance as the music reached the melody and its peak. it made the whole concert hall so hip and so HIGH! like the night never ends and as if it could go on forever. how i wish then, that i can go down the stage and dance with those mhmb members who were performing. The night seemed young den...
but.. everything after the wonderous and beyond imagination performance, the atmosphere lingered there for a moment as reality tried very hard to pull me back from fantasy. Right after that, i was brought back to this harsh world and the env around me was a sad and reluctance mood. so the party was over, the great show ended with a bang, all went well and smooth. But that bang was a hurtful one. That is to mark our mhss. Mhss was a great school!

Love Always

i feel for the 19th. Just read their blog..and those feelings were so similar to what i felt last year after invest..sigh! I love them for who they are. Sweet bunch of pple...or kids?
lol!

oh..i forgot to say...sharp on the dot, 21/07/07, 9am, the post man rang my doorbell. I was still sleeping but that loud ding dong fished me from my dear dream. it was supposed to be a great one, but i forgot. sigh. Yeah. guess what? it's the arrival of

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!!!!!!!!

it was encased in this collector's book case which i spent an extra $5 to buy. i pre-ordered it online. i've yet to read it. due to my studies and work. so i'm putting it aside, so to resist my temptation for the exciting and suspensing story! :D

i dun borrow..sorry. it's kind of my collection. i need to buy the 4th,5th and the 6th book to complete the collection!

oh..i still miss that guy. i've not talked to him for a long time!

oh yesterday went out to celebrate yh and hansong's bday. that was the wierdiest celebration ever had! seriously! this can say to be bad and good. good becos..we celebrate for them. but too bad hs's on guard duty that day. and yh...sigh..dun talk about him.

bad...hmmm..i'll explain later..but first..2days ago, i've asked if yh's free so that i can tell him about my co. and prod and mktg plan before we head down to meet up with hwee.cy and weijie. but then...being a very Good pilot, he flew away. in another words 放我飞机。he stood me up! he said that he just woke up at 3 plus..and guess what time i'm meeting him? 330..so i tot he'll come straight from home.. but in the end..i couldnt wait for his reply, i called and to my greatest horror i've ever encountered, he said he's at Sim Lim square! woke up late was oready nvm...but what was the most wretched thing i hated was..he din reply me and wanted me to call. The climax of my fury was optimum when he told me he's at sim lim. he said he had to settle some stuff... sigh..i dunno what kinda stuff was he talking about but i presume that that's impt...
to listen when cy came..and din come down to join us..instead..she waited for us... i dunno what was she thinking- prob she din want to disturb us when i was talking abt impt stuff..or she did that to 'hint' to me that i should stop and join them in finding a place to celebrate. i dunno..seriously.
that's why i say... nv trust guys. they dun rmb things that are not impt to him...hello! i know this is not impt to you but at least give me some respect. i've always been in the clique..but i've nv once felt as if i belonged to the group. So i told him abt it..and i couldnt convince him..sad case there. but i guess i'm still a greenhorn in speaking.. i need to brush up my skills in effective communication. sigh... yeah... he was reluctant cos what i was occupied was the distracted look in yh's eyes and his movements. sad case..i guess being a psychologist would be a sad thing for me becos i read into things too much and understand human behaviour too much..


ya..so..i brought the heavy bag of demo kit and ended up....not using it...what a waste..well..who asked me to me so cheap. knowing that there would be no result and still..nvm..experience counted! well..they were not interested.. How sad...

Oh..den we went to cineleisure XinWang to eat..it was a horrendous meal.. hmmm i guess, yesterday's not a really good dayfor me. Ordered curry chicken noddle and it was a normal meal my mom can whip up better than them. the nai cha奶茶 was ok.. :(

Well..cant help being a sociologist, i observed and notice that..the pple sitting infront of me-yh, cy and hwee- were talking and enjoying the moments among themselves...not me and weijie though.. esp..yh..he enjoyed talking to cy..or was it..both of them? best friends of course.. i dunno.. i can sense that i'm always the odd one out.. i guess i was at fault some times. what was it then? let me guess....my communication skills sucked!? and i always say the wrong thing? ya..that latter was quite a truth. i dunno why..i tried changing it...but... i got no self awareness. another pathetic feature of mine.... i dunno..but i think i'm the most pathetic person among the clique.
i cant be liek cy or hwee...who exude attractive personality that guys like. i cant..i cant act cute, i cant act thickskinned by asking, 'would you help me with this....' or 'no! i dun want it!' it's just not me to act weak infront of guys, act cute or even act bossy....and pampered...

seriously! i'm not trying to say that they are like what i said i'm not.. they are friendly and that's just their characteristics. it's in them..so it's born that way..not act out... i duno if they are or not but i'm sure they're not since their my friends since sec ....1or 2?


so we walked to taka..went to kinokuniya. and after which sat down and talked. that i took thechance to aske Cy if she had use my prod...she said she forgotten.. den i ask if she would want to exchange her other brand prod with me..cos that ican use as a demo. and that she can benefit from my prod... this would mean..give her no chance to say i forgot..sigh!!! what a disappointment when she rejected my best solution upteen times.... well.i was quite hurt by her rejections becos..i'm actually making a loss by offering her that solution. the real reason for me to do that was one simple reason. becos you're my good friend and i dun want to see my good friends to be using something that's harming them for 7 years! i cant imagine them to be contracting serious women's diseases 20 years down the road.




to S11 at orchard point? somewhere near the pizza hut. to chill and play cards...was quite dumb the game..but..at least...provided some entertainment...OH OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!!!

while we were walking along the OG side..near Orchard point....guess who i saw?!?!?!??!!?

VJ Utt!!! yes!! Uttsada!

he's so good looking under his white cap! my god! oh..i din know that i was about the same height as him..lol!

when i recalled this back home..i should have stopped and asked to take a pic!!! and thru this..i can give him and his friends my NAME CARD!!!!! argh! what a wasted opportunity!

so we sat and it was a great opportunity for me to starttopic on my prod..and i SHOULD HAVE DONE A DEMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno..i was quite occupied.. by the reluctant atmosphere.. i told WeiJie about it..and he was quite resentful about mlm... obviously he had a bad trauma of mlm...he said he din like the idea of selling stuff to pple BUT! YOU'RE NOT SELLING! YOU'RE INTRODUCING HEALTH TO THEM! YOU'RE MAKING THEM REALISE THAT IT'S TECHNOLOGY THAT BRINGS HEALTH! IT'S A NEED! it improves health that is cheap and it protects our reproductive system that we hadn't been taking of!

din do demo becos of the feeling of' 'pls dun talk about ur prod here!' and ' oh u want to talk abt ur prod, i wont be interested cos i've heard enuff and i'm not interested'

How sad to think in that way!

they kept thinking that i' want to earn their money..HEY!!! PLEASE! IF I WNT TO EARN UR MONEY, I WOULDNT EVEN OFFER FREE TIX FOR YOU TO GO LISTEN TO THIS TALK ON SAT 28TH!!!!



But too bad..some i would say..unappreciative of what i've been trying to do..and some are too busy with their sch registration and camps. well..i shall find others.

like hwee said..all talk but no action.and talk is cheap.easy. yeah..she herself said that and she's not practising it! eg:


We chanced upon this road show at taka before we head down to S11. and there's a sales on sunglass. hWEE kept lamenting about how broke was she and she saw her future drowning in the huge amount of debts cos of loans for uni. well..she kept saying that...but when they saw those sunglass...guess how amny she bought? 2!!!!

i was quite appalled. they cost 30$! den i asked if she want to buy the pantyliner since i brought it with me and what kind of dumb ans she gave to shove me away to a corner?

she said she's penniless. money spent and nothing left. i was burning inside. i was seriously angry with what she said. why cant she just spend $7-8 to buy health not onlyfor her but her family full of females? i was shocked and felt disillusioned about friendship. We-weijie, cy and me- jokingly said that why would she bear to buy the specs and not the padS? they are not demons!? it's no longer viewed as a deviant becos it's a female stuff.. my god!

such mindset, i feel pity for those who thinks that way. i pity you and look down on you.

i did manage to control how i felt like hollering at her and make her know that she's not being a friend to me and what she's not doing what she had been harping on. thank god. if not, situation would be awred.*bad*


oh she said that guys should be trusted..was it her? or did she say that? eh..i dunno..but somehow..i rmb clearly that she said something bad abt guys..i dunno what......dun push any blame on me if you tot i said so..when i said i dunno.

she bought yh a tie i think..i mean..that was some shared pressent..but..i tot she wanted to give him a belt? but that's secondary..what's pri focus was... she decide and she bought a TIE!?!?!?

has anyone had any idea that buying a tie signifies something? that means you like that person..and being a 'manipulative' you, you wishto tie him down with a nice tie gift so that he'll see u as his only one and that he will not like other girls..or other girls not like him.

this is an universal ans. i'm not sure.

but i duno...i can 'sense', prob wrong, that yh likes hwee..or cy? cos he enjoys talking to them and not me. i'm not trying say anything. and he seemed to be exceptionally happy when cy or hwee jeers at him or hit him or talk to him..i dunno...i'm not qualified to pass those judgement.. hey! what's blogger man!? it only express our views but not validate them!



and hwee..i dunno..i cant read her mind..she's erratic...sometimes this sometimes that...and cy..she got bf liao. haha!!

hmm..prob you'll ask me...'what you said above and waht you observed seemed to point everyting to yh, you like hiM? '

haha!! teh-teh! wrong!

i've nv like him...he's just like...a buddy in army. eh..no..i should say..ive been influenced by his army stories so much so that i've become his pseudo-buddy-in-army. hahaha~!eh..he always scold vulgar when msn-ing eh! i hate that lor. but..he's vexed i guess...so i just try to pretend i nv see those words. ya..i presumed that he liked hwee? but..it's just sepculation.... unless they themselves realised that..and i might be their cyber matchmaker. hahaha!

but i wouldnt want to be that. cos they'll blame me for being such busybody. in fact iam already by blogging these! hahaha!!!

yesterday, went to the dentist and yay...one side ofmy molar teeth are in place,....just that it's waiting for the other side for another 6weeks to get in place before i can proceed to put my braces. Now i had put the wire at the 4 sides. they hurt full time! cos the ends were scraping against my cheek cells....causing them to be seriously hurt. poor cheek cells!

den...this morning...woke up at around 910am. and getting ready to go out for breakfast and had the intention..well..i've already planned to go to my dad's office to do edemo for my dad's ja-po friend, Tanada San and his wife. well..in fact.. i was kinda reluctant cos it's someone whose eng not very powerful. and i hate that kindof situation.

but when i'm in my dad's car..i realised that my driving lesson was at 1030!!!! argh!!! luckily i noted down the date on my hp and it was 951am!! and damn..i din getmy book with me! so no choice..i had to go back to take it. And my mom told me during the night...that my dad said that i as a daughter shouldnt be loved. i was really furious...pls! if you hate me so much..just disown me, ok? i hate it when he says things like that. he's being selfish! on the surface..he gives u what you want..and tries to satisfy what u need..he give u money when u ask...but..the prob is..he's just fulfiiling his job as a father...

so i rushed to ssdcl..and luckily...only 5 mins late..hehe! but but! my instructor last min got something on..so it was replaced by this guy who teaches motocycle...den..he said...he'll be off teachhing his students and will be replaced by another teacher...i'm like..what the hell???? argh!

and only 1 round..he asked my to stop and it's a changeover...i waited for quite sometime before someone actually reluctantly take over...eh..i know ok!? if not..they will be rushing over cos they know dey shouldnt do that...

but..today was a wierd day..din wear the proper shoes..dats why everything went quirky. car jerked...and stalled..and shocked the instructor cos i suddenly release the clutch..and i learnt how to go up slope! yeaH! oh! i witness this guy driving dangerously too! we both did that 'stk stk' sound..like 'aiyoh!' but anyway... it's great...den after that

went to winalite..at 1 plus..den stayed there till 730..all the way..they were talking about how to speak..etc..Linda was training this guy called jeffrey...well..he's lucky! for me? i'm kinda lucky to attend it..but den..i failed cos i stuttered..sian la! as always..but i'll do well if i'm not being forced to.. i'll do it when i'm prepared.. i'm a SC person..so everything has to be in place first..haha!!

anyway..bk grilled chicken was heavenly! haha! i like their sauce.

today went to SRJC...for the 20th Council Investiture. 18/07/07 3.30pm onwards.

everyone was happily inviting us in and talking and waving hands at us, the 18th. What consist of 18th today were, Brin, Nabilah, Ghim Leong, Andrew, Hui Yu, Gwen, DengQiang, me, and the later ones were Jane and Rebecca. I felt a sense of nostalgia when i revisited the sch...the front o the hall and the hall. it all felt so....familiar..so...close to heart. I will never forget what was like during the 19th Student Council Investiture on 21st July 2006. Today seemed like it was yesterday when i just stepped up as councillor in 2005 and stepped down in 2006. There was a mixture of sadness for the 19th as we see a lot of ourselves in them and that they will miss their council term, happiness for the 19th becos they can finally settle down to study and for the 20th, successfully fulfilling the calling to be a councillor. Discere Servire.

I can still rmb, how nervous was i during that morning of invest 2006. i was in charge of something i think..but i supposed it's a minor role as compared to other comm members. but i was quite...busy...sweating and flustered. Then, it's time when pple started to move into the hall for the biggest event in our lives and council. We ushered pple in...and talking to our 19th...enjoying each other's company. when the time comes, we felt all...stiffened. How wierd was that. It wasn't our first time...it's been..i can surely say, more than 50 times? i dunno how i counted that figure..but i know we had alot of rehearsals.

Excos, Welfare and PR were all getting ready, getting ready to act on cues, but deep down in there, our hearts beat as one. and our hearts felt the sear...the pain that we dint want to feel, but that's involuntary. we all felt apprehensive and trying to cool ourselves down. cool?! why? we were scared...we were afraid to lose our precious memories we created for the past 1 year. IF only we hadnt been that close, and be nonchalant with each other, we would not feel that stab in our hearts. it's not just 1 stab..but several... it was starting to bleed when we opened the side door for the PR and WelCo. to make their entrance.

as for me... i felt that similar feeling again...but this time...a sad version of it. I felt happy and you know..so 'honoured' when me and fellow C. strided in with pride and with the beat. that's hhow i felt during 18th invest in 2005. and when the exco strided in from the glass door, i felt this.....coldness...going from my feet all the way up to every hair of my arms, spine, head....it's as if you're touched..and for dunno what reason..cold... i guess i was being emo... whenever i feel something grand..like music..or something memorable..i'll feel that way....every hair on ur arms and body stands up like some straighted up soldiers in a march.


of course...we were all preoccupied with the idea of getting right on the beat and which leg to coordinate..etc..not much of emo then... as usual..the ceremony..the ritual began. so yeah...we all got ready to move down the stage to pin our badge on the 19th sc...the song was great...realyl touching. wait..i din cry on that day...becos...i din get to see the video we made on that day. BUT! i cried during rhearsals! my god! that's quite dumb cos it's like.....wrong timing?!!? that's when i saw the video... can go YOUTUBE. WWW.YOUTUBE.COM. type in SRJC COUNCIL VIDEO and you'll see em.. all thanks to JOSHUA SEPTHIO.

my heart ws still going strong. others...bleeding till dryness...i wont name them..it's i say...an embarrassing thing or rather..no one would like pple to know they've cried. but yea..they started crying..we pinned every 19...and just like us during our stepping up, we felt joyous..a joyous occasion for us. but for us, we felt sad to part from council. Now it's the 19th's turn, Clara broke down and was obvious..super...today i felt like crying too since they all are crying. but itried to control the rolling tears.

like what 19th sc president Amos Tan said, 'council has become a part of our lives. we will all miss doing it.' Definitely...i felt wierd not doing my duty as a walkie-talkie coordinator the rest of my jc 2 life. it's integrated in us...sigh... although we may complain and dread doing much of the planning and hated being scolded, we after all, still miss them very much.

as recalled, all the girls...yes...all the gurls even Margaret aka Huiyu... broke down. I din..but upon seeing many sad faces and faces of 'unbearable to leave council', my heart made of strong diamond, finally broke into pieces. the heartfinally bled and dried up. dead and not pumping.I broke down too...

as a ritual...we will go back and join the 19th to sing our council song and school anthem...it was a memorable day for us to rmb...it was as clear as crystal to me.

Today...i believed everyone of them felt the same as we did last year. But it's t ime to settle down to study. That's a fact...that's life. Harsh and cruel.

but let me wish all 19th Student Council the very best of luck in their A' level examination this year. Work Hard to your desired grade and have faith in yourself. You all will succeed!

All the best, Love

Yee Lee

Class 4/1 2004 gathering on 2007-07-14 Sat

FROM left to right....


William wiman, Xavier, Jiayun, Huixin, Jolene T., Mabel, Handi



FROM left to right....



caiyun, yeelee, Nicolette, Alex, WeiJie, Jonathan A., Chris, Hweex2 and Jo.






Group foto outside SEOUL GARDEN!!!! LOVE THEM ALL. PRETTY GALS AND HANDSOME HUNKS!




Clarissa Chua Jia Ling...the once prefect and class monitress of my pri school... class 6A 2000.



That's Huang Hung Wei, the former plump and jovial kid, he is still that way! Except that he's the one i said he went to US to study and came back with the accent so cool. He stil speaks perfect cheena chinese. hahaha!!!

look how cool and how focus he was when he's aiming?


This is PitKun a.k.a Jessica. I din know she's called Jessica until friendster told me. haha! it's been so many while's' since i last saw her. still rmb her as a girl with thick black hair, and one who gathered around tgt with her friends...now..she's on really good terms with Clar..they had contact you see?! i din...lost 'em all! so sorry about that..was feeling quite sad and guilty about that...

o' right! GUYS FROM LEFT TO RIGHT: Glenn Ng Hong QIng, Chen Khian,Erick...:P, tall guy chua yi xi, hung wei, aaron ng(i think) yong quan( i guess) and Julius Naga Asikin.

i din know julius and erick are indos...oops... :P


girls...clar, pitkun, amanda and ...extra me.

ORANGE JULIUS! look at the background and the foreground..what do you see in similarity????

wow! yesterday was my gathering for pri and sec school. reached marina square at 4 plus near 5, and realised that there's no one yet. so i walked around and saw this artist painting. He's David Williams. I duno if you all had heard about him but i find that his artwork are all very unique, though the subjects in his art are about the same, cat dog fish and surfing, still i find that the way he sees things is quite unique. esp the colour he uses, they are all bright colours...I think he will be there for another week or so. Perhaps...i aint sure if that but what i'm sure is, while iwas standing at his back, watching him paint his art, he saw me and smiled. of course, i smiled back as a form of courtesy. He's in his 40s? i dunno...but soon, he started talking to me, like do you like painting? i replied, 'i like, but i dun do it.' aiyah..some dumb ans i wish i would not say. he's really nice. i asked him what inspired him to do these paintings, and he said that back home, it's the laid back life he has and the animals in his house. den talked about being competitve in singapore, not like him..etc.... quite charming. :D :D :D

so i went in search for seoul garden and saw Xavier Lau Chin Yong. haha! we talked about company. and soon we saw WeiJie. and we tailed him haha! after that, we saw mabel outside seoul garden. soon, Jiayun, Jolene Tan, Huixin, CaiYun, Jo seow, Alex, NIco, Handi, William, Jonathan , Chris were at the table. We din talk much as usual, the western clique were at one table, me with hwee jo cy, and others at other table. they each have their own topic. For me...din talk much. i tried stuffing myself witht he food cos it's 27.30? so ex! and the chicken were a yum yum! ate ice cream, fruits too.. an after that, we took group fotos. i left early to meet up with the pri group.

oh...i saw my tuition class friend too. huimin! yea world's small!

so when i reached cineleisure, Shaoting from sr called out to me when i was wondering why there's a queue for the lifts. cool.. unexpectancies!

while talking, clarissa called out to me. haha! unexpected to see her come at that moment. Arrving at kpool at 8th floor, i saw Amanda, Pitkun, Aaron and Hongqing a.k.a Glenn. so wierd to call him by his eng name.haha!

de rest, were at other table and we went to say hi. the first i saw was yixi and hungwei. woohoo! hungwei's still big size but that i will elaborate more. and we hugged each other. why? cos he went to US, Indiana to study!!!! OH MY GOODNESS!~ it was a form of courtesy anyway. he hugged clar too. den Julius came over and i asked hungwei who's he. it was super embarrassing! i couldnt recognise them at all! Julius grew, that time i last saw him was at killiney ntuc, and he was still rather small built. now..a full grown teenager. he's studying at.....guess what?! my fav place! London! haha! all are smart pple. cos all either get into smu, ntu, or nus. and 2 of them abroad. i felt lousy as compared to them.
den there's erick, too. small built cute guy. i forgotten him too. so useless of my brain...argh.. yeah..chen khian came over later on.

after catching up, they decided to go to pitkun's house to drink...yeah...alchoholics. Glenn drove me home cos my mom dun allow. : ( And his car was a 20 yr old manual car. haha! but great to have some one driving me home. I thank him for that!

I must say, we all need to keep in contact. it's embarrassing if u forgets your friends

yeap!!!!!!!!!!! My FAVOURITE TEACHER!!!!

GLENN DAWES!!!!

51 this year

living in townsville

assoc prof of sociology and criminology

had 2 sons( i think)

wrote a book, talked to delinquents, interviewed by his local press

Teaching at townsville JCU

I love his class!

love his style

His smiles like ROWAN ATKINSON!

Maria, ave maria!

song from 200pounds beauty, Maria was great! I like the resonance of her voice! though i've not watched it before, i like her singing on stage and receiving popularity from youngsters. (eh..i think my sentence abit wierd) Becos! i'm now listening to Maria song!

oh..i found 'in love' song from ' Love in Harvard'. beauty! btw, i like this show alot becos...1st---it's Harvard!!! 2nd---love! 3rd---beautiful angel(main actress)

sian..tmr got 2 gatherings...and it's pri and sec class gathering..at diff time and diff place but on the SAME day! how coincidental! dunno what to do. sian..

oh btw, saw this show, taiwan show on luck, ithink it's called 全运开运通 on channel 49. It says that next week, taurus and aries and 1 more i forgot...are going to have good time! TAURUS, we will be much more in control of what we want next week and we are i think..more certain. so HOORAY!!!

Oh!!!!
btw..i forgot to tell u guys, 'psychologist are ......................CONTROL FREAKS!!!! wooooooooooooohooooooooooooooo!!! how cool is that!?!?!?!

that's becos we do research, therefore we need to do controls so the findings are reliable! yeah!
den those lucky horoscope er...bull, dragon, tiger, sheep(goat)(i think) ...are going to be in luck next weeek too. aiyah..dun ask me whatkind of luck...cos i got serious amnesia. i dun rmb them. too bad!

go suscribe one scv for urself! :P

of course..those above are what i took note of..cos i care for them...except for the bull horoscope, i happen to rmb cos it's the best horoscope for next week.

Thats all folks!

I'm currently at my co. Winalite. Sucks man. cos we're supposed to meet at 1 and in de end, no one is in sight. it's already 1.50 and ....tick tock.

anyway, i'm quite shocked that they say 1 meet and in de end, no one is here yet. quite ...not a proper biz ethic.

I've take a foto with Glenn. Oh my, he's such a charmer. haha!!! but whenever i pluck in my ear piece to listen to Hayley Westenra's You never know, i'm constantly reminded of 'his' face. Not Glenn but someone else i saw. yeah...hopefully i can stop thinking of him. i dun want to be distracted by him. likewise for him but of course i know he'll nv even think of anything that will be related to me.

its saddening though but that's life. Harsh and cold. So lonely and dark.

"HAYLEY WESTENRA LYRICS"

What You Never Know (Won't Hurt You)"

What you never know won't hurt you

What you never know won't lie

What you never know won't desert you

What you never know won't say goodbye

What you never know won't hurt you

What you never know won't lie

What you never know won't desert you

What you never know won't make you cry

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

My heart's torn in two

I'm falling for you

What you never know won't hurt you

What you never know won't lie

What you never know won't desert you

What you never know - unless you try

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

oh well...Glenn Dawes will be flying off on sat and tmr's last day for us to see him...He's a really great prof. I respect him and enjoyed his class. I respect for his humour, knowledge, teaching and etc and ...his style! yeah! that's what i liked abt him too. He's in his 50's and cant imagine that he's still going strong and acts so youthfully!

He's got son...dunno how many but in their 20s and i bet they are very suave guys. haha! Well..the dad's that handsome, why is it not his son? haha! i'm going to miss his lessons. He's such a lively and an interesting teacher i've ever encountered in my 12 yrs of education! i cross my heart man! It's interesting.

Oh there's this swedish guy in my class..oh..did i say this before? ok..nvm..he's mik*el S*mmuelss*n K*lin. He cools really ..erm...sweet? or..good looking?...well he is good-looking oready. but he's ah..much more attractive when he smiles. haha!

well...nv talk to him before..so yeah..i'm just fantasising only. Sorry for those reading to vomit at first. haha!!!

oh esnip.com is really a great place for song searching. i've got it at the side oready. esp JOSH GROBAN AND HAYLEY WESTENRA. Great songs they have!

josh's you're loved and hayley's what you never know are the best collections i have so far.

oh..esnipe is free btw.

Lovin u.

WOW! WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SO LOVING TODAY!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOO!

I LOVE HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX!

THEre's dis part where they had to take O.W.L.s and Fred and George came in with fire crackers and it was beautiful! the excitement is in the air and i can feel it!!! SERIOUS! WHEN THEY ARE REALLY HAPPY AND CELEBRATING, AND FRED AND GEORGE RUINING EVERYTHING WITH THIER INVENTIONS, I FELT SO RELIEVED AND SO EXHILARATED! I FELT JUST LIKE THEM!!! MY God! HOw i wish i am a student of Hogwarts!

how i wish how i wish! i like Harry Potter, Luna Lovegood, Hermione, Ron, Fred and George and Cho!

i think luna is great! she's calm, sensible and ....just special. i like her voice too. ah! they are a bunch of angels!

It's cool isnt it? Breaking school rules?

What have u done to Hermione Granger?!

OH! i love the part where Harry kissed Cho. It's just so sweet! But it was shot quite fast. like the camera went up to show another angle of them kissing. It's really romantic but...somehow, it's not really natural. But nvm! i felt...hmm... involved..lol!

well enuff of that...though i cant bear to do so, i cant spoil the show for those that have yet to watch. :P

yeah..watched that sneak preview with nic. Went to Ajisen to eat. supposed to be cafe cartel but lazy to wait la... we ordered, eh..i ordered soft bone pork...and dumpling he, pork curry and soft shell crab. total 3180. goodness..and he paid them all.. even tix cost, which cost bout 17? ya..quite...unexpected cos i always have this mentality that, i should always pay for my own stuff..dun want to impose on others. But he said it;s all right. so...............i assume it;s all right. cos...i dun want to deflate the guys' ego. some show i watched on tv, they say men pay for all stuff means what to show their ego..hahaha!!!!

Ego Nic..lol! he's ok...not that i know of any egoism. den we talked abt ....hm....lotsa stuff....at first t'was school...uni...den about course and work, den about his past, den about psych...den about trick qns he heard of that set me thinking..and miraculously i am able to solve 1 out of 3. hahaha!!! eh! got improvement ok? in the past i wasnt able to even think hard. LOL!!!

den...about his army ex!! yes!that's the funniest! goodness...they way he described his encounter with toilets(mobile) it's super disgusting and yet embarrassing for both of us....but funny... it's e best 'joke' ever. it's my first time hearing such cases in army. hmmm..NEW! and Fresh. haha!!!!

yeap! enjoyed every moment with him. Funny and informative...i learnt and applied quite a no. of things in our convo. haha~~~ an intelligent exchange!

:P but yea...today was great. I really love the time spent with him. Socialisation improves ourselves!

but funny is...his sub nick says that he's hurt....why? $$$??? if it is...tell me, and i'll return u the money...trust me, i wont think that much, i'm not going to say anything and dun feeel bad cos if u do, i'll be really heartbroken.

or is it something else? i said something wrong??? gotta tell me man! i dun want to make e same mistake if i'm talking to someone else...

must 开导我. if not i'll be hated. :( u must be 勇敢too!

Love always

yeelee

ha! ha! ha! *pause and reflect on my hahas* i think i always like to use hahas as an opening fr my blog. loL!


anyways, so glad that i'll be watching Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix.


so happy!!! adding on to my happiness, saw DANIEL RADCLIFFE ON channel 8 news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!!


he is so charming! he is so fair! his hair is dark! and his face so fair, with clear features of dark eyebrows and clear big blue eyes. i think he likes blue. if not, he wouldnt wear them TWICE! the other time was i think goblet of fire movie preview or some awards thingey. couldnt really rmb it. i only rmb him. Yes! HIM!!!!

oh! not to forget Rupert Grint and Emma Watson. my my! both of them have grown so much! esp Emma, she is so so so so beautiful now. i can say that she's 17 and she got the body of a full fledged woman! If i was a guy, i'll fall head over heels for her!


as for Rupert, woah! he looks good too! just that he cant cut his hair for the movie...i guess. if not, he'll had them cut short. it's really nice texture but prob he'll look smarter and more charming with his hair short. the reason for his hair to be that long is becos of the role he's playing. Ron is a blur kid, as always in his show, he has to keep that hair to look like he doesnt care much of anything but just Hermione.

well, i once chanced upon this interview by Fiona Xie in London with the Daniel and Emma. and that moment, i almost went crazy! YES!! I'M NOT JOKING! I LITERARY ALMOST WENT CRAZY!!!


She get to be in so so so so close proximity with my 2 fav actors( lovers )*haha!*can you imagine how envious and yet jealous was I? She said that Daniel was really tall in person, and Daniel was really happy!!! My goodness!!! I cant believe the happiness that bursted out from Daniel! if i was there, i'll share his happiness too! i hope that i'll be the one who can actually make Daniel remember me for my laughters and hmmm...i guess the special me..ah..watever！！！


As for Emma, fiona asked her who she would want to kiss, Daniel or Rupert. She was so embarrassed i think. But she was laughing and laughing in disbelief. I take my hat off to Fiona to ask that kind of quest! haha! Guess who did she say!?!!?!?!?


it's quite clear in goblet of fire, as well as prisoner of azkaban, emma would say it's Rupert. How lovely!!! i'll be so eager to see tat part! oh, i'll be super super eager to see Daniel kissing katie Leung in OOTP! my god! that scene is just so sweet!!!!

i went to Youtube to watch the interviews and all and Daniel said that he was discussing with Emma as well as with the the director how to make it sweet and pure and how to kiss. cos it's the first kissing scene he's ever done before. except for the kiss on the cheeks on...hmm...tailor of the panama? or is it david copperfield? no...sorry...it's 'the december boys' oh...btw....i'm so disturbed by his role in Equus. sadly. cos he's looking at real naked woman real life. thats going to be so earth shaking for me....cos it's like, he's just 18 and he's the heart throb of every girls in the world. Now that he's taking up this sex role(not really R21! pure kind!), he somehow doesnt seems to be the cute guy i've known of. or rather, the pure young teenager that is growing up. sad case sad case.


ok back to kissing scene, cos the trailers went off too fast for the kissing scene, i cant feel the feeling of sweetness when someone kisses you. i mean... normally, i'd imagine me myself being in that show. you see, i'm more of an imaginative person (most of the time when reading or watching of shows) so i tend to put myself into the story and tries to feel like the character. just like HP and GOF, i felt the pain when peter pettigrew cut Harry's arm for the blood for Voldermort.


So tmr, i'll be watching HP and the OOTP, and i'm so excited to feel the atmostphere and all once more. How i wish i'll be in London with Daniel, Emma and Rupert in undertaking the films for half blood prince and the last the deathly hallows.


but of course! that's so impossible!


but one thing for sure. I hate to see the ending of The WONDERFUL HARRY POTTER BOOK SERIES! finally, the 7th book is going to come out and that is the end of the fantasy of our lovely harry potter. i cant bear to see it end. i guess J K Rowling is going to write again for a diff character and a different story. How sad if Daniel were to be stucked to the character of Harry Potter in our hearts. haha! But that's still lovely.

In Equus, i can see that he's sort of a full fledged young MAN! yes! he's, with his stubbles, and his western suit(西装), he looked like a 23 yr old Daniel. I wonder how he'll become when we both grow old to like...50-60s. Haha!

Ciaos

today was a great day. though lengthy, a great lesson learnt. shall elaborate more next time.

oh, and Live Earth!

nothings happening except that 2 subjects clashed for my studies. and i stand at a disadvantage. but it's only for 2 weeks. hope that it will be gone in a blink of an eye!

Get Started Training is about to start this coming sat. wow! it's really a great training for pple like me- not really good at words and hope to speak better!

itinery~!

1- concept and attitude

2- How to sponsor

3- Understanding exponential growth

4- Far- sightedness

5- How to start

6- ABC sales techniques

As all can see...no. 1, 3,4 and 5 are not plainly about the prod... it teaches things that are applicable to anything!

so dun say that i'm focusing on my biz. but seriously, you dun get these kind of training anywhere except for my job. It's flexible in time too. you want to do or not it's up to you. The prod's good, the mktg strat is flawless!

you may feel that i'm being money minded and keep pushing you guys to invest in this biz. But in fact, why am i doing this? i cross my heart and its not solely for $$$ ! but even if you dun believe, what ahve you got to lose? yes, one of the bonus you get is having 10% of what your downline earns. but hello!?!?!? not from your money, but from the COMPANY!!!

it's all from the company. what you need to do is to get pple buy or ask pple to be a member and help the world together! It's a win-win situation!

why help?

our president and founder of love moon is a very kind man. He loved his mom very much as his dad passed away when he was little. His mom worked hard and he, being a very kind person, keep lending pple money. and he even said to them that whether you want to pay back it's up to you.失比受更有福。 the words are so true.

due to hardwork and stress, his mom surrendered to womb cancer. He was doing the sanitary pad biz then. But becos of his mom's death, he decided to invest and did experiment on what to kill the germs that harmed our womb.

so, why are you waiting for? you want to succumb to the disease lord? no way! you may think that it's suay suay tio that kind of cancer. but, what if that person is you? do you even want to think of it? no! start early and get rid of all those bacteria! those normal headache, back ache, heatness etc..anything you feel before or during your period, that's the work of the bacteria present in our body! get rid of them now!