oh...k. went to eat kuishin bo at Jurong point with Louis qy and esther. and Samantha. a new girl i just met, but she has been studying in jcu for a long time, before my batch...yet i dunno her!?

ok.. she's funny. and she's quite a pleasant girl to talk to. she got things to talk to qy... somehow.. for me.. i guess it's me la. qy talks to anyone. so envious of her. she dares to speak i guess.. i got some reservations.. dunno why...i know i'll speak dumb stuff i guess.

and it was 32 dollars!!!! bloody expensive! darn
whoever asks me to go eat those expensive food, leave me out. sian.. i dun eat seafood and to go for tht kind of buffet is so not fair to me. Rather QY got a very very good deal out of it! hahaha! she ate a lot of seafood. damn.. i wish i know how to eat. anyway.. the desserts were very disappointing. i tot they looked good but argh.. F grade for the desserts.

Right...
did the survey compilation for ve.. and i took a super long time.. sadly. i need to call the picture works company tmr.. i need to work..i wasted 1 week...

and left... which means bad things, i know my stats results already

and it was far far far below what i expected. i guess i need to email my 'associate Dean', whom i dunno who exactly. i need to find out that too. darn.. i want to retake my module. i insist
if i can.. if not... i'll just have to stick with that and do better in others..sad sad sad

darn.. ok,.. i guess you dun ahve to read one cos i'll be cursing and swearing everything and anything.

do i look sociable? i thought i wasnt.. thanks AiNi for having that perception of me. i'm flattered. :D

anyway.. human is a wierd live.. i thought i'd rather be something else... but to think abt it.. it's not as enjoyable as human.. but if i were to be reincarnated, i'd rather be a male. becos ...hmm.. i cant think now. but i guess it's not as spending that much money as compared to girls.. and guys dun get to be at the disadvantage when it comes to walking alone on the dark streets.. at least you fight back.. girls... dragged and kena rape.. soooo bo hua. not worth it!

plus guuys you get to make the move if you like that girl unlike girls.. if you make the move, for me i'll view that as a little bit open.. etc..
etc etc... there are more.. of course.. i cant emphasis anymore...ask me if you want to know what i think. cos it's a long list.

jlzyandmzandbl@hotmail.com. to ask. :D

life has been a... rush for me during the exam week. was cramming everythin into a six day rvision for about 3 subjects... 8 days for stats.. 4 days for learning and 5-6 days for psycho.
and to sum for principles of counselling, it's 1 day.. i supposed to have 3 days for counselling but dam stats pushed everything backward!!!

so ya.. screwed up for counsellng and learning.. stats too..
Thanks Aini anyway. :)

Going to meet jessie anni qy for jap food tmr.. at marina sq. YEAH!! wear nice nice... eat nice nice and look at pple who are nice nice....looking! :P

ok enough of my infatuation. i need to find job soon.. but i hate to be involved in one... cos.......well.. iono..

anyway.. i think i can go for the jap buffet* again* with you qy and esther and louis.. it's time for us to meet up too.. want to thank louis for his effort.. hehehe!!

Then, recently.. or rather.. on the day of psychop. exam, i was running late and i decided to drive. so i had to walk from the bus stop back to my car. so coincidentally i met this guy from the bao shop below my house. he's in his.. er lets say mid thirties. ya.. he kinda got a very sunny smile that i like. :) and he smiled from ear to ear when he saw me.. :D

he's kinda cute i think..but heys... he works in that bao shop. i would want a richer guy than that. ;) but i'm nt saying he's bad..:)

ok.. next.. went to jayvin's bday party at bedok resevoir view.. yesterday. meet new pple.. and it all felt so so so so so fake.

1st thing.. we came and evelyn saw us but quickly acted as if she din see us. den when we say hi, she'll say in surprise, 'eh! you're here! hellow! how are you!?' kind of words..

ok nevermind.. den people like ah wing's (to protect the character's real identity, pseudonames are used) mom was even more fake.. perhaps she's in the service line thats why..

same for yam, she was fake too.
same for hell.. and i guess her sisters* too? *not sisters *

even me..i felt fake too becos i had to appear amicable. haha!!!

ok.. gotta go now.. shall update more.. life's going to be back to norm when hol (1week) is going to end soon.. sobs