Monday, 19 January 2009
facial facade
today finally went to Mary Chi* to have a facial. it was quite a scary but relaxing experience.
they need to get the pimples out so they need to use the light to to see properly but my eyes were covered by the cotton wool and when the light shone on my face, i saw what bruce almighty had for the env when morgan freeman and jim carrey talked. a very white env. very pure.
but painful because they need to poke open the skin to get the stuff out.
but after that, the person put some lemon grass oil and ampoule solution to disinfect. den ozone was used. after that, mask was put on.before it was really hot and prickly and the mask cools it like water splashed on the water. it was ginseng smell. really really nice
it is really relaxing becos of the cooling and relaxing effect of the mask.
i nearly fell asleep when theperson came in. so sad.
but ovrall. it was a great one.
oh did i mention abt dreaming of Qy's H auditioning me for singing??? oh my. it takes place at my dad's office. there's an assistant beside too. they werent happy with my singing though. :(
Friday, 16 January 2009
SIGHS!
hmmm the last post was 1st jan...
today, or rather thurs was the end of my paper, 15th jan. just like the chinese's calendar, chu yi shi wu. had my exams on 13,14,15. cog neuro, although was given so outright answers by alvin, i still dunno how to do all the essay questions. sigh...
sensation perception was ok, 120 mcq.
today, i/o psych was borderline too although i kinda had alot to write. but several questions i wasnt quite sure too. sigh sigh sigh....
and mom two days ago was talking to me that if psych got job prospect or not. and both of us were hesitating to even continue my 4th year or not. i know very well that i cannot get into hons oready. pgd is an alternative, but who would want that after suffering for2 years almost 3 years??? i am even going to spend another 1600++ to pay to study again for my lousy scored stats.i din fail of course. but sigh.......
i keep pondering on this qn for the past two days. and a sudden blitz by smita's bloody email abt the essay marks shot me down with more bullets. sigh...........
i know by now or even earlier, you would have stopped reading becos this is such a sad post. ik now of course, veryfew as many as 1 person would read abt my blog...so, well...heck care, just sigh my way la..
yes, i think i may be contracting depression...its a sooner or later issue. i really dunno what to do man. all my life, i've been exposed more to studies...and so little of work
and even during the period i worked, i wished i could go back to school to study...sigh...now i'm going to be an adult soon, turning twenty ONE on labour day, i so dun want to face this cruel fact that i'm soon entering adult stage.
transition is such an unapproachable subject to raise. Counsellors do counsel or help the person to transition. but i guess y ou need to be open to this idea first, before you do any action.
life sux.
i ...
ok, lets talk abt others.. anyway, today wisnu din come for the io psych exam.. i wonder what is he up to.. sigh, seeing him wasting his life away really hurts my heart. i've never got a friend like him before man..esp when we were once best friends with qy..
after exam, left school at abt 5 like that and along the way before the road leads to balestier, i saw Wisnu, and two of his... 'lousy' friends.. i wonder why. wisnu ah wisnu, wake up!
ok...i gotta sleep now. oh ya....one more, i dreamt abt some examination room before i had my wed paper. oh my...i guess i am really afraid of exams.. another sigh
shall write off my entry...
good nite!
Thursday, 1 January 2009
goodbye 2008 and seriously, not very welcoming 2009
Good bye my love, 我的 2 0 0 8 年。
good bye my year, let's welcome 新的一年
我要抛开去年，忘了那不美的景
从新再来新的一年。
yes, today is the first day of 2009 and yesterday was the last day of 2008.
what a wierd transitional feeling i got. yesterday heard the song 如果还有明天 by 赖铭伟
a taiwanese singer that became famous on the tv show星光大道.
my love for him grew more when i hear mroe of his songs. not love for him like that kind but...oh yes.. admiration is the word. i very much admire his attractive voice and his personality. his friend 萧敬藤 i think it's spelt like this, and him had some sort of vs. on 小S 康熙来了. both of their voices are like the best so far i've heard of any taiwanese singers... i guess..
really like both of them. i cant imagine the latter is 21 only?!?! perhaps he's already 22 now. my gawd! so young! what am i doing here and doing now?!
i am really into music. but i guess no one actually approved of me to take up any lessons. watching how the latter play the keyboard on the latter show of e song one night in beijing, i am super amazed!!!
goodess!! and they're good at playing AND singing! that's tough! is there no other places cheaper than lee wei song school of music to learn such stuff??
oh, i'm thinking of finding out who would hire me to sing. :P:P:P!!!
tsk tsk! i know i'm being thick face..but den i dunno where i can release my love to sing!!!
singapore only sing eng songs, rarely i heard of anyone singing chinese songs. ahhaha!
well i'm more into eng songs rather than chinese. as for chinese songs, i need to listen more and of course, of quality singers of good melody. :D i'm know quite many songs of eng...but just dunno how to sing... some one intro me to a pub or lounge to sing eh.. hahah!!!
