Thursday 17th jan went back to sch for counselling lesson and it was a dayw here the remaining groups would present.

eileen's group interviewed a 14 yr old girl who had a prob with her family..eh..u can say dysfunctional one. amidst the presentation were clips of the interview eileen had with the girl and it had an impact on me.

she was only 14 and she scored straight As with her studies in the top girl sch. she had a brother but he was or rather, she was a total difference among her family members. she was in fact the most extraordinary girl i'd ever seen out of so many girls at the age of 14.

she aspires to be a PMinister and she's musically inclined. her table was soooo neat and her book shelves were so stacked and packed with books. of course, base on those above, you would know that she's such a neat and responsible girl. But however, she had a singapore flag, aswell as books and magazines of lee kuan yew, how to be a CEO in 10 days, 100 most successful men and women, etc.

You would have guessed that she supports PAP, and she wantsto be someone successful...and also at a young.

she feels awkard with her sch mates because according to eileen's group's inference, she cant click well with kids her age not doing the same thing as her, aka bimbotic girls who reads fashion and gossip magazines, or even those who only eat sleep study games. she's matured for her age. However,

she doesn't like her brother. she had all the attention from her parents until when her brother was borned and it seemed that she was just one stranger living with that happy family of three.

she hated and despised her brother as he is of total opposite and yet the parents doted on him over her.

yes i agree it's unfair. somehow i was in this mode of agreement and sentiment. i guess i had the same feeling as her but just a lil better than her. i was glad that i was that way.

but however, it made my day a gloomy day. somehow that day was a day of questioning of what life is and why cant mine be an interesting one.

friends is a problem and studies is another. cant relate to others is one problem and confidence and self esteem are another.

i need to have a closer friend

well..i dreamt abt isa justin and mel but i can only rmb vividly of mel and isa..and it was hilarious!!

can ask brin abt it...i told her abt it and i'm lazy to type now since it's 1.25 am.


in short

mel-kena 吃豆腐 by this chee ko peh

isa- wants to be a truck driver.

other 18sc, blurred memory.

i guess dream has become such a norm that i always dont get enuff sleep. i need more non REM(rapid eye movement-for dreaming, no resting) sleep!!!

sigh..got abt 70 for stats mid test...if only i do not make careless mistakes!!!!!!!!i'd get 71 ++. and i'd get a D...i guess it;s time for me to further revise...

and the main good news was.....................*drums roll*

i passed my driving test!!!!


the tester was definitely a stern and a grouchy one... i got 18 points!!!!!! on the dot!!! omg!

can u believe it?!!?!!

right...yesterday woke up at around 11 +++ and went out with mom and bro to china town to buy some cny stuff..so we went around that =pagoda street to see which shop sells good stuff. and alas! we found one and we stayed in that for quite long and before we were abt to leave, i told my mom to get some 5 coin thingey..and just nice this 'master' attended to us and i said i wanted something for my studies and all..and he intro me to crystal bracelet. he said purple would do me good. and he even ofer this white jaded 毛笔 ornament.

of course, i believe in such stuff and asked if there's any difference if i get a white or a green jade. so he decidedto help us read our zodiacs...:D:D:D:D

he's such a great man and it's fate that brought my family together with him. haha! yes...

so he said that me and my mom should have purple crystal and that my bro will have 喜事so, we presume that he's got a gf or something..ahhahahahahaha!!!

yeah and he's the 'bane' of me and mom..so it's true..but not to the point of bad bane..but just nitty gritty stuff that gets on us.

so after telling our fortunes, he helped us to 开光 for the crystal bracelet, crystal bowl with purple crystal sand, the brush ornament and this 3 coin thingey for my bro.

wait..i believed that he's doing that for us becos what he did was, putting the stuff inside this erm...bronze metal bowl...where you hit and use the wooden block or stick whatever u call them to circulate the bowl. and that you hear the sound buzzing out from the bowl. so the sound at first was high pitch..but afterwards it turned to low pitch becos!!!!

until now my mom still doesnt believe me but it's becos he put this air bubble foam thingey, that plastic bubbles that protect certain things like laptop battery, chairs or fragile objects...in the bowl!

the vibration of the bowl created this sound ok!??! ok..it's not create but transferred the vibration energy to sound!!!

right..so yesterday, i washed my bracelet with mineral h20 and salt and i wore it..and what the hell...who knew one of the crystal chipped off!!!ARGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

damn it!!!now...it's no longer perfect...i wonder what will happen to it... sigh!

i shouldnt have bought the double string rectangular cut crystal! i should have bought the round one!!!!

but hello!!! it's super ex ok!??!!?