tired and uninspired but i shall peservere

ok.... danny's 19 and i'm 21...that's 2 yrs diff... and we think differently too. he's a thinker, he likes to do things alone and he's a leader himself... great for guy like that. but he thinks too much i guess, we rarely talk... and wierdly we talk more of ns stuff when we walk around ps area. wanted to watch movie to tide time but there's no availabe time. he's very nice to walk around with me despite having blisters on his feet.

he's got nice pair of eyes, though, big and intense pair. of course, a nice smile. that's not including his teeth. hahahahah!!!

how mean right?? whatever, i say what i feel though, but there's no harm seriously!!!

yeah, i told him that i m meeting a fren, but i went back home instead, felt bored though...

met yd at bishan eventually and watched the wedding game or matter... it's super funny!!! my god!!!

esp the wrestling part... or rather slightly b efore that part! i laughed till i nearly had asthma!!! and sadly, i laugh disgracefully infront of yd... it's v day and i shouldnt do that...must be more feminine abit.

but heck la... it's funny and i m not going to restrain myself. be it my bf or potential guy bside me. muahahahahahahahaha!!!!

bought drinks from Mac and later, he told me to wait, i wait by playing with straws and later, he pop out and say, for you ..(i think. cos i'm shocked that he would buy) i was like... happy but surprised. i nv tot he'll buy. cos

1stly, i treated him as friend... and i thought he treat me the same way too.

2ndly, i tot normally guys will give when they meet e girls immediately. but he gave like in the middle??? or rather when we're going home.

3rdly, i dun see the need when we;re frens... but of course, v day, a day where guys thought it would be gentleman to buy a flower for a girl.

anyway,, it's a full bloomed one.. as compared to the one danny bought me... he said it's a complimentary gift.. like that kind of 1st time meeting gift?? yeah...

but i kept my tots abt the flower...

we walk around market and best denki...and i was still drinking my drink... milo... and i kinda got high i think...and i think i said something really wrong...

i said im attracted to guys who are musically inclined... and he said.. i'm not that kind of guy who's musically inclined.. i'm musically retarded. den the anti climax came, i said, who's attracted to you............

.............*crows fly by*...........*red flushes*.........*deep embarrassment* cos he said something that meant like 'i dun mean that i like you, and yo're getting the wrong idea! i dun like you, you're just a friend!?!?'

sigh.... i guess i'm high on milo... and on that show too. blame it on the v day i think... but seriously, he's quite gentleman.

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and btw, i'm notthe only female fren any guy have only lor, including yd.

and he's just broke up with his gf.. i saw two neoprints in his wallet though, with his gf. really pretty. but it's just a glimpse anw.

so yeah bck to that awkardness, he said he's going washroom. so i went there too... i feel bad...

we din speak when we were walking to the mrt... he sent me home... that's very sweet.. or rather...just another job of a gentleman a guy would do???

oh... at the mrt station, i told him that the flower that's fully bloomed is for older ladies.. i think or matured women?? i forgot...but he said next time i buy you seeds.

and when we watched the wedding game, i was puzzled when i noticed there's no rest bar on my left. i sat at the inner most column, so he's on my left. yeah i even fiddled around to see if theres's really no rest bar forthis cinema.

whatever la... today was great. :0)