Watched the touching show 'he's just NOT that into you.'
it soooooooooo reflect how i felt and what all i did and all those misunderstandings i went thru!!!
the signs, girls linking up things guy does, girls fantasizing..... damn, Alex in that show was so right.
his role made me think alot. but same for GiGi that character. she made me feel that i should just clear up the misunderstanding i had wth yd.
i think i;ll just msg him to meet up to talk abt it. despite him who had already put everything at the back of his mind. i'll just have to say everyting clearly...so i wont dream or even make the same the mistakes of linking all the 'signs' up and make a fool out of myself.
but of course, according to Alex in the show, if guys really like you, they will be in contact with you, and girls just dun bug them or call them... urgh!
this is the part i dread the most.. he nv call and you'll be wondering why he didnt. and why didnt he reply my msg when he said he will..
all these... are so irritating. well.. for me, i kinda get things like these like,.... all the time..
so yah.. now i know where i stand... sigh..
i told qy abt yd, and she said that her fren is a 'GOOD PLAYER' that is, well i din exactly interpret full what she meant but she means that just frens and dun be into the whole mood of love first???
i dunno... but yeah.. .that is always the case, isnt it?? guys will initiate and girls just wait... even tryin to 'casually' stopping by his workplace would be a 'great' bad idea.
So am i still going to msg him to say that i wanna talk abt the misunderstanding??
oh, haha... until now, qy or whoever reads my blog still dunno what is the whole misunderstanding abt.. haha.. i think jy knows.
but anw, it's not the misunderstanding abt musically inclined thing but rather, it's the misunderstanding abt 'trying to hit on you', abt ' linking every actions up that i thought will lead to a bloody thing', and abt the 'blog for best frens and not for public to read' and perhaps some other details that are not so specific. ithink... i dunno...
so... i guess i'll just be GiGi for another moment, but i'll just text, and nt call. text that imma meet up with him someday to talk abt this... and this someday has to be soon. if not, i will feel guilty....
or according to the show, i dunno how the guy will think.??? hhaha.. right.. so funny.
anw, i like the part when GiGi got back home with Bill sending her off ( alex's fren, whom she tot was fictitious), den alex came all the way, wanting to tell her how much he became her( symptoms of liking someone) and gg was like saying, 'someone wise told me... blah blah'
PLUS!! with MY FAV SONG!!!
KEANE'S SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW
IT makes this confession scene sooo touching!!!!!! seriously... cos this song itself is very melodious, melancholic but inspiring...... and now, with this scene... my tears welled up in my eyes.
my God! lucky i watched it with my best female frens. i was able to relate how i felt over the whole issue and now i'm kinda enlightened by this show, i am.. haha! relieved in a way.
and i think i'm kinda lucky not to watch this show with dinnie and yd...if not... what the hell, i'm going to feel so embarrassed! cos i think both of us know...the scene when alex told gigi that he din like her at all and gigi was oh so embarrassed for showing her love by kissing him.
she cried of course, and.. blah! i did too. cos i feel she's just too pitiful....but i'd say brave becos what she said to alex was so true.... not like.. mr alex!? for that moment, i felt that Alex was a jerk for saying that outright infront of her!!!
ah... its 1238am, oh... yes..
he just msn-ed me...cos i just realised i'm on ebuddy... no signals to tell me he msn-ed me..
ya...he said i gotta chill... yeah... stillllll i sense something'sstill missing? ok gotta chill...
clear sky now.. BLUE SKY - A-Ha!
check it out! it's a great song!
