Right, i've decided to write the 202th entry to mark the end of this blog that depicted my life since may 1 2007.

why the change you would ask. well... while i was bathing after a badminton session with the badminton khakis at bishan sports hall, it made me think abt how i'm going to be a changed person.... oh, btw the 'it' means the wierd feeling after the game and how the words from a so called coach told me just now.He said that i need to find someone to practise my basic skills....well of course my skills are lousy as compared to others... and those experts are trained in school, by proper coach..

right so tell me where to get a 'proper' coach?

i'm going to get it and this so called 'determination' from it and the 'determination' from learning music from ben makes me feel as if i'm accomplishing something i've dreamt abt.

well...what i dreamt abt is to pursue what i want, like with freedom?? like paying with my own money...of course i've yet to find a job...going to find one soon...monday..going to call the photography job..

so pursuing music is what i like... exercising is also what i wanted, but in this case, cos i'm not that 'welcome' and as a lousy communicator, i failed to talk to many pple and build rapport with them. and this exercising thing is soon going to flop cos .... i just dislike the feeling of being the odd one out. even sandra gave me this wierd look.... of unfamiliarity and awkwardness..

i dunno.. i guess if my skills are there, i'll be slightly happier in there.

and btw, my arms and thighs ache like shit. plus, i did alot of heavy moving of the washing machine, my arms are totally flabby and why i still can type this entry out, it's becos the love for blogging.. muahaha! ok..lame

anway, the 'determination' to find a job and to do part time while i am studying makes me feel that many things would turn for the better.... The year of the Ox should be at least a better year?? cos...i'm starting to get in touch with pple, starting to see why i should focus even more in perhaps studies.. my future... my ....pgd...

no need them to email me, i oso noe i am not going to make it into the Hons...



right... with many new things going to come up in my life...i feel really excited abt it and i would like to... take this opportunity to tell everyone who reads my blog that i'm converting my style of blogging from lamentation to LESSONS IN LIFE!

yeah!! *applause*

so for eg. guys are not into me, i'll say it such that the post goes like this:

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Lesson no. 1 He's just not that into you (the show coincides btw)

****blah blah like Alex......****

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get it? haha! i feel like a teacher...