hmmm the last post was 1st jan...

today, or rather thurs was the end of my paper, 15th jan. just like the chinese's calendar, chu yi shi wu. had my exams on 13,14,15. cog neuro, although was given so outright answers by alvin, i still dunno how to do all the essay questions. sigh...

sensation perception was ok, 120 mcq.

today, i/o psych was borderline too although i kinda had alot to write. but several questions i wasnt quite sure too. sigh sigh sigh....


and mom two days ago was talking to me that if psych got job prospect or not. and both of us were hesitating to even continue my 4th year or not. i know very well that i cannot get into hons oready. pgd is an alternative, but who would want that after suffering for2 years almost 3 years??? i am even going to spend another 1600++ to pay to study again for my lousy scored stats.i din fail of course. but sigh.......

i keep pondering on this qn for the past two days. and a sudden blitz by smita's bloody email abt the essay marks shot me down with more bullets. sigh...........

i know by now or even earlier, you would have stopped reading becos this is such a sad post. ik now of course, veryfew as many as 1 person would read abt my blog...so, well...heck care, just sigh my way la..

yes, i think i may be contracting depression...its a sooner or later issue. i really dunno what to do man. all my life, i've been exposed more to studies...and so little of work

and even during the period i worked, i wished i could go back to school to study...sigh...now i'm going to be an adult soon, turning twenty ONE on labour day, i so dun want to face this cruel fact that i'm soon entering adult stage.

transition is such an unapproachable subject to raise. Counsellors do counsel or help the person to transition. but i guess y ou need to be open to this idea first, before you do any action.

life sux.

i ...

ok, lets talk abt others.. anyway, today wisnu din come for the io psych exam.. i wonder what is he up to.. sigh, seeing him wasting his life away really hurts my heart. i've never got a friend like him before man..esp when we were once best friends with qy..

after exam, left school at abt 5 like that and along the way before the road leads to balestier, i saw Wisnu, and two of his... 'lousy' friends.. i wonder why. wisnu ah wisnu, wake up!

ok...i gotta sleep now. oh ya....one more, i dreamt abt some examination room before i had my wed paper. oh my...i guess i am really afraid of exams.. another sigh
shall write off my entry...

good nite!