Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Hi all!
I'm back! I reached singapore on Monday and before that, i actually took the wrongturn and ended up turning in circles in KL.... i tot i left! but after passing a toll, i'm still in kl.... sian!!!
if not i can get home earlier!!! BUt talking about missing home, i missed much of my two nephews. they are absolutely superliciously cute!!!
During my trip to kl, i also went to Taiping to visit my cousins and their family. I drove all the way from kl to taiping for consecutively 4 hours. cool right? haha! but on the way from taiping to Felda Ijok, i nearly met with an accident!!
the road has no barrier at the side and it was a two way road. cos i was following my aunt in law's fast car, i too stepped on to catch up in case i lost them. den i think i drove at around 60-80kmph. i guess my eyes were unmoveable. looking straight at my lane only...and not looking at the bigger picture. Just as i was nearing this point, i only heard 'niu niu niu niu niu...' my mom screamed a little, but what i thought was, why was it so noisy!
i saw something on the right coming in and when i realised it..... it was a COW!!!
It's not white, not black, not brown... but pink! you know those piglet colour!??!!? yeaH!!! it's slightly pink and beige!! oh my god!! i've never seen any cow of such colour!!! it was scary dude!!
so when i finally regain my conscious, i jammed the brake. well my brake din really work well, cos you have to jam really hard... i din...ya so when i'm actually nearing the cow, i told myself in my mind that , ' shit! i cant brake in time!! i sure bang into it! i cant hit a cow!! i'll be fined! just like those american show, i have to stop for them! if not i'll sure kena.'
cos the car coming on the other way actually swerved a little to the further right, i actually got a space, so just before i hit the cow right in the middle of it, i immediately looked at the rear view mirror to check for any cars, before i turned the steering wheel to the right, and swerved passed the cow. the whole car nearly topple because it was very swerved right. everyone and everything hit to one side( thats what i heard from the driver seat) i nearly lost hold of the centrifugal force!!! after that right swerve, i pull back to continue my driving. it was super scary! my hearth was thumping against my rib cage! after that, everyone( my mom, my bro and my 3rd aunt) was like trying to comfort me and trying to calm me down. i couldnt drive liao...so my 3rd aunt suggest that my mom should drive.
the cow was definitely a tribulation,... an obstacle.. it was like what heaven had prepared for me... it was scary man! the main thing would be the colour of the cow and the timing of its appearance and how i regain from my sleepy mode to avoid that disaster! if i hadn't braked before i swerved, i would have hit the cow. and 缅（ is this chinese word correct? ) it would go over the cow and flipped the car. that would land all of us in hospital and in an insurance mess. the car was a new car ok!?! i've yet to finish the instalment! If i had stepped on the accelerator, i would probably hit the cow's head. my aunt's first thought was,' cham liao cham liao,sure hit the cow, sure bang. it's still a new car and a new driver. this time die le. sure hit one( all in hokkien)' she was the one who sreamed 'niu niu niu' thanks to her i regained from my sleepy mode. thank you and God bless her. My bro's ans was ridiculous,' wah this time sure hit one. ...aiyah hit den hit, i know how to handle it.' what does 'handle' means man!!! really what, what to handle when it should be me and mom worrying about everything..and handling everything!
everyone were giving 'positive' comments about me...like ' for a novice, i'm considered very calmed to swerve out and back to the lane. others would have panicked and swerved out without swerving back to hit others.' and ' i'm like an 'experienced' driver for a driver who only drove 2 months plus. just like playing those racing games.' den my bro actually said that i'm considered very pro le, esp with that event happening, i've became the pro if compared to others of my level of driving experience. hahahah!
these are the comments that made me felt better after that frightful event and an event that i thought should be and indeed my fault. if only i had not said i wasnt tired and trying to act tough. i should have let my mom drive. but i din. this time it was a lesson. but seriously even before this cow thing, i nearly hit into a motorcyclist when i was turning out from a small road to the big road. cos i THINK i wanted to drive out to the right, so after seeing, i drove out and suddenly a motorcyclist just passed by before i really move out. cos normally i will just step on the accelerator lightly before i rev up. so when the motorcyclist passed by just infront of me, my car was just a few centimetres away. it was a close call! i almost hit him and have an accident!!!
hmmm come to think of it, my trip to kl was a dangerous one. i guess i shouldnt even go up cos 1 probably my driving skills really sucks and 2nd, my fate probably was destined to meet into any accident abroad that kinda stuff!
once when i just reached kl, i came to this roundabout. there were a lot of cars coming. and when there's a chance to go, that was after this big truck just passed. to put it clearer, the cars behind the truck was still quite close, therefore after the truck had passed, i would need to step on the accelerator to avoid the cars from braking or even hit into my car's boot. but on an assumption, i tot the truck would have long gone and the road be cleared for my entrance to the roundabout. but when i turned my head from the right back to the front( you have to turn to your right to look out for cars u see), while i step on the accelerator, with the assumption that the ''truck just passed', i nearly hit into the tail of the truck!!! damn it! it was a close shave!! seriously! although it was just a passing event, it was scary enough esp the truck is huge! and u really nearly hit into it.
den the second time was the motorcyclist... den the 3rd was the cow and 4th!!!
it was when we return back home to kl, it was night time so the vision wasnt clear. 3rd aunt wanted to go into a small road for food but before we even reached the small road, there's this kancil( small car in malay i think..or the brand name of the car) who braked and i havent really braked much, so much so that i nearly hit into him. ok that was still ok. the real thing comes. i was mving out of the small road to the big road, we had to look out for cars mah, den i was on the 1st lane, which was on the right of the small lane. den suddenly one mpv ( i think...high rised car, pajero i guess) stopped on the second lane of the small lane. so i couldnt see lo. den this msia car came in between us and moved out really quickly. so i tot to myself in my heart, eh why he so fast can go liao? so thinkingthati can also learn, i move out a bit. ok.... no cars yet...so i totally moved out! but my aunt and mom screamed(not as loud as the cow event) so when i looked at the rear view mirror. SHIT!! i was freaked out. i wasnt fast enough ..no! i shouldnt even move out! cos before i moved out, there was a horn sound. so i thought it was for me...the car was moving really fast and when the car came from my back, the person was i think braking really hard to avoid crashing into me. it even sounded the horn at me. it was scary!!!
i dun dare le...i should take my time to ensure my safety liao!!!
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
hey! i'm writing this post from my cousin's house in kl!!!
it's been one day since i'm in kl and yesterday was the arrival day. i drove at 120-160km/h!!! yeah!!! it was fast but i gotta be careful. but somehow when my mom drove the car(we took turns to drive) at 160, i tot it was rather ....slow! hahaha!!!
but anyway.. i felt great after being able to drive to kl..hahah!!!
den at my cuz's house,, theres 2 kids... the elder one is called yixun. and the 2nd one is called yifeng. yi feng is still a baby and sian...keeps fidgetting dunno for what..and dun smile much..
as for yixun, he's a bubbly active boy who loves his mom so much that he cries when he cant see his mom.
when mom asks him to help to find carpark, he anyhow point sure got one empty one... a lucky chap!
loves him to lots although his qns are sometimes quite irritating and unanswerable.
ok...ya back to previous post..
he's super skinny now... sad to see him so skinny after 2 sems...walao...school's torturous..loL! he needs to get some supplements. but i doubt he will get it from me... :(
right! dunno why i start to miss going out...hmm i guess i shall not post any further inner feelings on this... lest anyone thinks otherwise.
Monday, 16 June 2008
Ooh, Mr. Todd! (kiss)
I'm so happy! (kiss)
I could (kiss)
Eat you up, I really could!
You know what I'd like to do, Mr. Todd? (kiss)
What I dream (kiss)
If the business stays as good?
Where I'd really like to go,
In a year or so?
Don't you want to know?
liked this song sooo mucH! Anyway....went out with nic and yh.. hmmm how nice! though a little awkward becos long time no see plus, i can sense the uneasiness when yh's not there! damn it. what? cos i'm yeelee?? instead of a girL>?
anyway..after yh came, he was so relieved and i can tell.. he immediately showed his easiness! ha! den they talked in SYNTAX AND JAVA AND C++. damn it..i dun understand a thing! i try butting in but..very little..so I STONED. seriously man... cos ok .a.. 1 thing. i'm kinda tired. den 2nd, boys talk...no no..computer talk! ok..i'll try to be more accomodating by reading up com code books. like java and c++. i did....or rather that was syntax? couldnt rmb..but stopped there cos i wasnt committed to computer to really explore the book.
ok..so he kept saying yh smoked him... den stuff like for eg, napfa in army,.. you know what sbj right?? cat Y right?? i was blur so i didn really know the context they were talking...but after some 'processing', i guess it meant 'standing broad jump' and i assumed 'category Y' the lousy category.. muahahahaha!!! ***laughs at nic*** **feels remorse after that cos i feel so evil***
den ya..den the way he talked to me durin lunch( he din eat cos it was expensive i know.)( i know!!!!) was...so much like a friend then when he talked to me without yh!! damn it... why cant he talk to me like as if yh was there! in fact i like it that way rather than...talking to me like i'm a girl named yeelee, which has an association to me being crazy over him.. please...no no... i really..soooo much prefer the nic ( as in fren ok! i seriously feel so comfortable when we all talk like frens) who speaks in his own comfy type.
ok..den he told us that he could'nt process when a car was moving towards him... baseline: Jay Walked.
i feel so sad that he's mind now is 'processed'in such a way that it's exactly like a computer...prob window XP?? not window Vista..cos he seriously have no recall of what he was doing previously ,before he talked to us abt some stuff. but of course, after much effort... he finally...
a joke he told us made us sigh..or rather i sigh...well i'll cont prob tmr or something
gotta sleep early..still gotta drive up to KL!!!
argh!!! so scared!! 1--scared to bring certain things up.
2---driving up to kl is no small feat, though both my mom and i will exchange
3---things brought up might not pass thru custom
4---no no break no glass!!! borrowed from mel one..cannot break!! ok...
if nic were to read this...h#mmm he wont i guess... he's too busy with his research. and ya.. wanna wish him serious best of luck.. in his research. hope that he can find his way.
oh ya..as i was saying he wont read..so if he were to, haha... -_- please talk to me like how u did when yh was around..not like when u talked to me in tcc....so awkward!
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
Tobias:
Ladies and Gentlemen!
May I have your attention please?
Do you wake every morning in shame and despair.
To discover your pillow is covered with hair.
Wot ought not to be there?
Well, ladies and gentlemen,
From now on you can waken with ease.
You need never again have a worry or care,
I will show you a miracle marvelous rare.
Gentlemen, you are about to see something wot rose.
From the dead!On the top of my head.
'Twas Pirelli'sMiracle elixir.
That's what did the trick, sir,
True, sir, true. Was it quick, sir?
Did it in a tick, sir,Just like an elixir.
Ought to do!How about a bottle, mister?
Only costs a penny, guaranteed.
Does Pirelli's Stimulate the growth, sir?You can have my oath, sir,'Tis unique. Rub a minute. Stimulatin', in'it?Soon you'll have to thin it Once a week!
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
ok, just now at around 10 15pm, i tot i heard ice cubes? ice stones?? (i forgot that word for bing pao, sian...) falling on the metal roof top. the rain drops are heavy and big, thats why the sound was loud. and soon a heavy rain followed and it gushed down from the clouds like water being poured out from a pail continuously. yes, with the force of the wind, it was as if we're fighting war against them. my clothes dropped on the dirty floor outside cos of the big wind and i had to rewash them... Dang!
tmr will be my 2nd last paper, stats. i'm rather anxious yet i'm not doing anything.. in fact there's nothing i can do but try to rmb the facts lo. cos the notes are like...rmberable.?? iono..prob i'm over confident...which is bad...prob i'm just confident that i can do it...cos stats is afterall, not that difficult i guess... i pray so. cos i dun want to see a C for that. I'm afraid that forensic will be a C for me. :(( oh...social psych i'm really praying for that too...cos it's written and i din manage to finish them..andi wrote wronglyfor 1 question...damn it.... God, I pray that You will tide me over for social psych, pray that You will let me have a good grade. Amen.
i dun feel like doing env and stats now!!!! and btw, i've yet to get any news for the meet up with N and Yh. Hmph! oh..i've yet to reply Nick's fb msg...i dunno how and what to say...esp when he joined the group call ' i judge you when you use wrong grammar' or something along that line.. eww..i dun like that. i neeed help.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
how amazing is dream?
according to dictionary.com, it means a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
according to wikipedia our friendly encyclopedia,
Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with rapid eye movement sleep.
i'm not sure if i had REM but i'm sure that my dream this mornin at around 830 was the wierdest dream i had ever dreamt.
i rmbed vaguely that before i sleep yesterday, or at around 1am plus, i thought of two NIc.s. one is my friend and other one is Nick Quah. I dunno what happened and the reason why they appeared in my mind...
so yes....waking up at 830, i tot it was still early(normally 9)so i re enter my slumber. yes those eyes protested though.
So i was with a group of friends, yh was in there too i guess, eating at mac? but the place was a big place with many empty tables and chairs. so it's jus a few groups of pple eating there. its morning and the lights were not switched on..so it's like some deserted restaurant. of course, there's another side of the table with air con and orange lights. so my group of frens sat in front of the counter and surprisingly when i looked over to another group of people, guess who i saw!?!?!
yes... It's Nicholas Quah!!! yes..he and his friends from CAP'08. they were finishing their food and he saw me, recognised me(cos from fb) and waved to me sweetly like how he had that innocence when he was sec 1? i think its sec 1 when i was Jc ahem.
but after waving, he said something to me. bt i forgot. i think he meant that i should not talk to him or something along that line. it was saddening ok!?!?
so i went over to the other side of th etables with orange light...and the place changed to a cubicle corner with sofas and cushion and tablessss. Yes..i met up with YH and Nic. this is the part which i said wierd! i told them tat imma meet them for some catching up,..and yeap...met them in my dreams.. hahaha!!!
so i was talking to Nic and YH...den Nic was totally totally different! he no longer does any IT stufff...and he talked quite a bit...wearing quite smartly..not those with tie and long sleeved shirts but rather, those tshirt with some design. haha! oh he draws too!! yes.. that's funny. yh... was just sitting there listening as well as drawing.
yeap so while we were talking, a lady came by......yes out of nowhere. and guess who's she??? a hk actress, LI ZI (Gigi Lai) starred as Ren ZhiHua in Life Art.
she came over and suddenly, placed something on the table got a tissue out to wipe the beads of sweat on Nic's forehead. i was stunned... Does she know him and vice versa??? She's there for quite some time and NIc had trouble concentrating in talking. lol! after she left to do other stuff, Nic turned over and told me, ' oh she's so beautiful!, she's got big face, she's fair and big eyes... she's tall too!'
seriously i dunno why i had this dream! so ya, Nic decided to woo Li Zi. hahhahaha!!! Li Zi sat at one corner on the sofa relaxing and he went over, sat a dist. and said hi. he even said he would like to be her fren and he cited some of the shows she was in. but please!!! all are very old oready!!! so behind times! hahaha!!! Den i butted in, 'wrong! she's now in the show Life Art (in chinese) . You like that oso dunno......'
yes sorry but i admit i was a lil' rude.. sorry! den yea Li Zi smiled. yes...so both of them talked and had the most wonderous time together.. forgetting the real world he's in and forgetting the frens who were with him. BOth had smiles on their face... of course...no one to talk to..i drew my stuff... and later.. ran over to yh's side to see what he was drawing. but walao..selfish him, he din want me to see. so i sadly drew something in a wooden box.
well after the trip back from fantasy world, Nic came over to us to talk to us again.... so.... 重色轻友. so the next day, we three and my mom were supposed to go to this building an arc in the middle..so that means there was a semi circle open space infront of this curved building. We went in and Nic was haha... wearing smartly. Glasses on, hair combed nicely, jean material tshirt with nice pants. strutting confidently with his arms over this A3 drawing book. yes.. rmb? he's a 'drawer' lol!! he's not considered as an artiste though but drawing was his passion.
yes..he met up with Li Zi and she gave him what she had made for him, 爱心便当.
of course, yh and i stood from far away saw how sweet both smiled at each other, just like some young couples. well...my mom and i went to the toilet to gossip abt it... hhhaha!! that's how my dream ended.
give me your comments. cos this is super wierd. i never thought of Nic and Yh in the day ok... nick Q ..ok la... sometimes and he's an icon that will spur me on to doing better.
Friday, 6 June 2008
stats hasnt been a wonderful subject for me....cos there's so much theory ..plus Mr. Pat's effortful but confusing-to-me explanation...everything abt stats makes me want to sleep.
env not started yet..sian..even mor thingsto rmb...and forensic not finish yet...........SIGH!!
hey! i uploaded my very funny pic on fb.hahahha!!! it's something like o.O.
lol!
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
social psych wasnt good for me at all.. even though the paper was kinda considered easy...yes.. if only i had revised earlier and studied harder...:( no use crying over spilled milk now.. i can only lick my wounds.
forensic will be a tough one oso..cos i got 0 preparation..i only do some note taking of i dunno what they meant! ok eng is a prob....so vocab might work against me...
i hate to think about going in confidently and suddenly mind gone blank..for no reason. andi hate to think about not able to do those qn cos i dun know what choice to make..sian..
life's full of choice. but they are bad ones... :(((
ok...Nick Quah had some new photos and haha, he looked just like any cute normal teenage boy. or guy...Not like any of the looks of a celebrity. So girls, dun hurl urself to him! haha!
he's growing man! i can see! The hair made him looked so ...emo now.. you know those emo looking hair style!? yeah.. alil like that. He's growing from a young boy's built to an almost broad shoulder any girls would love to lean on.. haha! well i guess i admire boys who have real straight bodies, not too beefy like those muscular guys.. eeww.. too much cushion not that comfy ok!. straight and upright..that's nice... :)
ok..i want to re-emphasize that i no paedophile. i'm merely just being observant. he's smart.. got selected for some elite prog. i shall not announce..unless those who know him would noe.. haha!!
hey! but den again, i'm no proclaiming that i'm his direct friend. anyone would love to talk to a person who's eng is that pro!! to learn from him is my greatest honour but the greatest shame of an older woman( 'an' =me). what a contradiction. i need to read after my exams.. try to brush up my eng..currently i have HP last book, haven finish yet sadly.....
eh...yh got back from south Africa..he hadn't become one of them yet despite the hot weather..hahaha! cool...if i were to be there, the scorching sun is going to burn me. soon, you'll realise tat i no longer speaks chi..but african lang. haha!
oh! i dreamt... abt pri sch fren SImin i think... and Rebecca Teo.. haha! oops... why? dunno.. ya we were in a large huge shopping mall of nice interior design...classic london style? i dunno how to define either but it's mostly white and with some choc or golden colour series.. warm orange light at the sides..adn the design..i shall try to draw out next time! REMIND ME! yes..they even had a temple...in the mall! can u believe it?? it's more like altars set up in the shop. ya i was shaking the lots..Chou qian... draw lots...haha! den got incense joss stick smell and smoke....
ya.. den i was dressed some gown ...dunno for what...same for my fren..i think rebecca? oh wait..but the whole thing starts with me buying some assessment boooks for my tutee at this really cool store.. the dad of the tutee accompanied me... den this shop was having super super big sales!!! ITS tentative to just grab and go! no need to buy at all...but of course..needa pay... just a lil sum..i even swiped my card...of course..buying things i like too.. den the money for the assessment..i intended to get it from the dad.hahah! den not enough, go int to stock room to take summore! haha!! it's big ..with some lego toys too!
den another happening...that is tog o down to pray i think...*forgot some of the details*
oh den ya..the dreamt changed to me wearing this person's blue clothed chef hat... it's from delifrance.. den he was busy looking for it...even to the xten of going out of the restaurant to make sure its me that got his hat! Indian he is... lol! (prob got the idea from M1 Mumbai advert) so yea.. it was i who stole his hat..so before i went back to the restaurant, i grabbed the hat down quickly and put it behind this temporary stall that is not opened.
haha! den e dream took another turn with me walking on the 1st level...which had a great and vast area of white big tiles and this 'balcony' on the second floor with two excalators on the sides to join to the 1st in a curve shape.. oh stairs too. really grand, and the aircon temp was just nice. of course, the big balcony was more of a stage than just a place to stand... it's so bid that a group of teens wearing blazers, seemed like theywere from mhss class 4/1 of 2005.. calling out for each other...having their own fun...perhaps they were a choir!? couldnt rmb either.
ya den after that, me and rebecca met WILBER PAN! pan wei bo!!! so shuai! around my height and fair! we both gave him gifts..haha..den we hopped on to this escalator..it's not moving up...it's not escalating! haha! it's ok..more like a travelator than escalator :P. yes.. it went down a level and zig zagged some small place, passed by this aisle that is a food court aisle, den yup, talking happily with both of them.haha!
what a dream
