I dunno if it's me or what what... he could be busy resting, or busy going out with his friend for meet ups and outings...but what about mine? well, the initial plan was to meet up to give him the cake, but ended up... like..nothing happened? seriously, i would love other people to taste the yummy cake. i msged him, er..hp and online. but it seems that he's not replying. has his hp gone missing? or the person appearing online wasnt him at all?

i dun like calling people. even answering calls from any pple i havent realy contact makes me feels jittery.

what am i suffering man!? mobilephobia? (mo- bee- lee-fo-beer) haha!

i never call and i would not call unless situation calls for it. although this is a situation, i would still notcall becos who knows, he might be busy with something and miss the call or in a place where all is quiet and his fone rings the whole place, placing himself in the centre of attention.

i think too much for others. is it time for me to think for myself?

i still need to find a balance in there. thinkingfor others when the thing benefits them like the work i am in now, it's super beneficial.

den when is it thati need to think for myself? there are a list of it, and it would be a hassle. who noes, what i thought to be for myself might be for others in actual fact???

i needa break from these kinda mental retardation. i'm growing stupid-er day by day