ok..if eel so wierd now..
happy and sad at the same time all thanks to Benjamin Yen.

argh...if he ever read this, he better be alive cos he should thank me for being his friend.He's so silly! he said he wants to die..i cant help much given my limited ability with counselling..argh.. i wish i could help but he's darn stubborn. He keeps repeating his sch cos he thinks it's his fault..right..take it as his fault...he only blames! havent he like udnerstood what his bible and his God told him abt life and that he had to treasure it?

he blames and never finds solution. what a waste? he cant think for goodness sake..why cant he? hes just plain lazy. BUt why are u tired of urself? cos u never change! c'mon he dun even bother to change...he dun even want to help himself what for the bystander to help? it must be an interaction thing u see...

i asked him to think back what he did back in the years he's in sch but..he chose not to...
well..that's bad abt msn..u cant force the person to think whereas face to face, u can...argh...i somehow feels like slapping him so he can wake up and find meaning in life again. imean the slap part is not meaningful..hahaha! but hopefully, he will socialize more, understand and be matured, change his bad habits and more positive stuff!

it would be a pity and a loss if he really find something to do that will make him end up on the headlines. It's just so not worth it. He'll be a fool if he goes for that.
den again, i know he'sgonna say ya watever, i am a fool and wouldnt it be good if i die..so there's no mor trouble for others... ah...he's ignorant..na.ive and a mockery himself. before he had all those tots..i tot he's rather a nice guy to be with except for those sarcastic remarks.

i cant say much...but happy cos...hmm...i enjoyed talking with yh? aiyah..that's like what??! i think i'll be happy if i work harder and not procrastinate..

Cheers to life!