i'm not trying to say what...but the ultimatum is, this is a blog...a public diary which expresses the thoughts and feelings of the owner. Hence, if anyone wants to express any grievances....u just have to take it that way because it's rather hard for me to change my cognitive....Let alone any dissonance...
so...if you want me to change my attitude from the negative to the positive towards you, u need a haul of effort to do that....but still... it's kinda impossible... unless degrading urself from positive to negative image.
so don't blame on my selfishness and my stubbornness because to protect myself, i've decided to act on self-serving biasness.