If that person is reading this, i'd like to appeal to that person( and we shall refer him to E), not to think that i'll be amazed by your skill of dancing or anything that you're good at because seriously, i only treat u as a very very normal fren. I wouldnt like people whom i think would worth my consideration and i don't like online friends meeting up. I know that my fear of that has yet to overcome but still, i would prefer to stick to my own life and not have any meet-ups with pple from net.

That would put me in the safe mode and prevent myself from meeting wierd pple like E, and even This guy from WAYN, called Ryan, whom i know is 30 odd???

i know my love luck's super lousy but please, dun fill that category up that says, " i'd like to know more about you." You're making my life even miserable.

and if E, you really want to meet up as friend, fine...u'll have to see when i can and whether it's so called 'on the way' for me. if i'm outside and u wanna meet up, i'll make do with it. but I won't specially leave my house, putting on make up, putting extra confidence or even feeling hopeful when i meet u, E.

SO YOU GEDDIT ' !?!

amitabah...i'm sorry that i spoke in that tone. *Calmsssssssssssssssss.................*