it's been 3 weeks.. near 1 month that i've last updated. i went to united sq with my mom after going to henderson road. and it was a wrongful trip becos of my mom's blurness. haha! she tot the cooking demo was today when it was spposed to be yesterday. well.she was busy talking with her best fren till she forgotten the time.

so at US, guess who i saw? DONG FANG BI LI!!!! yes... the 97.2FM DJ. oh my.. when i caught a glimpse of someone dark and rather big size at the the dessert house, i was attrcted to it and voila!!!! he's DFBL!!! he's good looking...his lower part of the face was quite 'big' haha!!! well... when i saw him i called out my mom, 'mi'. and he looked at me. oh my!!! his attention ws on me. hahah! and when i looked at him again, he saw me again. haha!! well...he looked super healthy. haha! i wanted to go forward to say hi and get his autograph but i saw him talking to a group of people. i wouldnt wanto disturb him cos he's busy.


cant believe.anyway, it hs been 1 week of hol for me. borrowed a book on face reading. and it made me felt super paranoid and felt that my life was at its end becos i had many of the feature that was considered bad.

oh..this week..i accompanied my mom and bro to search for my bros 'prom' clothes. den at amk hub this particular shop, a guy was at service for us. he's quite a meal for my eyes. lol! but somehow dhe looked like some one i know. haha!

ok...anyway! this entry is supposed to be a review of my 2 dreams this morning. it's abt my friends as well as fellow councillors.

e 1st rmbed dream was abt me talking with ISA. yes and it was a rather close approximity physically. talking interesting things and we were having a good time laughing while walking towards a building. and at that moment i felt there's someone whom i know getting jealous over the scene i described above. haha! weird i know. ok...then the scene somehow changed to many people including councillors standing on this so called balcony that was indoor. like those in the concert hall. but it was under renovation. quite a no of pple were stnding on it , and one person jumped i supposed. shortly after that, the whole balcony as if 'seared' from the floor and everyone fell down. yes..from quite a height. it was around 1 -1.5 floor. the view was from one person from the crowd. it was a scary experience because others were screaming and you were falling down with others...afraid that others would step and fall on you. ...hahaa! my heart was feeling that way but in that dream,, it was me who was on others....hahhahhahaha! others were in pain. we were actually looking for or at this gigantic pic of drawing by
someone from my sch. it was a drawing of a dragon i think. it was just a drawing without colour. and it was at the top floor that was dark and wide. really a place of romance. but vacant and rather scary. yes it ws a mixture. wierd

e 2nd dream was i think a game...a real life game that require us to be in ancient western clothings like the 1800s gladiator type. we were supposed to search for toto no. den to go to this ticket counter that was ancient looking to get ticketS. den they will announce who won. of course..after so many rounds of getting so many tix, i din win...instead it was those who got only a few tix that won all three no. and guess who were the winners? one of them was ANDY LAU!!! ha! wierd! yes..the setting.....were like stones....alot of stairs and stones building. and it was filled moss smell. wet smell... and after the game....we got out of our costumes and getting ready to go home. like little kids, we wait outside the glass door of this light grey building. and i saw jolene seow standing there waiting.. there were around 4-5 pple waiting..and it was rainin.

anyway....the experience was exhilirating. it's once in a life time dream! the feeling being in the 2 situations was wonderful!!!

hahaha! dreaming is nice. but from what i learnt in psych, dreams are REM sleeps. that is rapid eye movement sleep. it doesnot contribute to rest for the brain. rather...NREM or Slow Wave sleep is what we needed to allow rest for our brains.

it's been 3 weeks.. near 1 month that i've last updated. i went to united sq with my mom after going to henderson road. and it was a wrongful trip becos of my mom's blurness. haha! she tot the cooking demo was today when it was spposed to be yesterday. well.she was busy talking with her best fren till she forgotten the time.

so at US, guess who i saw? DONG FANG BI LI!!!! yes... the 97.2FM DJ. oh my.. when i caught a glimpse of someone dark and rather big size at the the dessert house, i was attrcted to it and voila!!!! he's DFBL!!! he's good looking...his lower part of the face was quite 'big' haha!!! well... when i saw him i called out my mom, 'mi'. and he looked at me. oh my!!! his attention ws on me. hahah! and when i looked at him again, he saw me again. haha!! well...he looked super healthy. haha! i wanted to go forward to say hi and get his autograph but i saw him talking to a group of people. i wouldnt wanto disturb him cos he's busy.


cant believe.anyway, it hs been 1 week of hol for me. borrowed a book on face reading. and it made me felt super paranoid and felt that my life was at its end becos i had many of the feature that was considered bad.

oh..this week..i accompanied my mom and bro to search for my bros 'prom' clothes. den at amk hub this particular shop, a guy was at service for us. he's quite a meal for my eyes. lol! but somehow dhe looked like some one i know. haha!

ok...anyway! this entry is supposed to be a review of my 2 dreams this morning. it's abt my friends as well as fellow councillors.

e 1st rmbed dream was abt me talking with ISA. yes and it was a rather close approximity physically. talking interesting things and we were having a good time laughing while walking towards a building. and at that moment i felt there's someone whom i know getting jealous over the scene i described above. haha! weird i know. ok...then the scene somehow changed to many people including councillors standing on this so called balcony that was indoor. like those in the concert hall. but it was under renovation. quite a no of pple were stnding on it , and one person jumped i supposed. shortly after that, the whole balcony as if 'seared' from the floor and everyone fell down. yes..from quite a height. it was around 1 -1.5 floor. the view was from one person from the crowd. it was a scary experience because others were screaming and you were falling down with others...afraid that others would step and fall on you. ...hahaa! my heart was feeling that way but in that dream,, it was me who was on others....hahhahhahaha! others were in pain. we were actually looking for or at this gigantic pic of drawing by
someone from my sch. it was a drawing of a dragon i think. it was just a drawing without colour. and it was at the top floor that was dark and wide. really a place of romance. but vacant and rather scary. yes it ws a mixture. wierd

e 2nd dream was i think a game...a real life game that require us to be in ancient western clothings like the 1800s gladiator type. we were supposed to search for toto no. den to go to this ticket counter that was ancient looking to get ticketS. den they will announce who won. of course..after so many rounds of getting so many tix, i din win...instead it was those who got only a few tix that won all three no. and guess who were the winners? one of them was ANDY LAU!!! ha! wierd! yes..the setting.....were like stones....alot of stairs and stones building. and it was filled moss smell. wet smell... and after the game....we got out of our costumes and getting ready to go home. like little kids, we wait outside the glass door of this light grey building. and i saw jolene seow standing there waiting.. there were around 4-5 pple waiting..and it was rainin.

anyway....the experience was exhilirating. it's once in a life time dream! the feeling being in the 2 situations was wonderful!!!

hahaha! dreaming is nice. but from what i learnt in psych, dreams are REM sleeps. that is rapid eye movement sleep. it doesnot contribute to rest for the brain. rather...NREM or Slow Wave sleep is what we needed to allow rest for our brains.

haha! indeed, it's about a week that i update my blog. nothing much...study for exam that's on 9th. another are on 18th and 19th.

i'm dying cosi know i cannot finish revising... sei le! mo gao! gao meng ah!

eh...saw huyi, christopher's gf on GI on yesterday, 5th oct 9pm. she was playingthe role of a deceased gf of this male nurse. i was super shocked! hahaha! well..she got the beau...no wonder... hahahahaha! or perhaps she got some friend in mediacorp.haha! but really ecstatic when i saw fellow srjcian on tv!! yay!!! felt rather proud...and happy for her. hahahaha!yes... dun know each other at all but haha!!!

oh...i'm so excited that 12th oct is the day when i get my braces on!!! hahahahahahahahahaha!!

wait..i know you must be thinking that i'm crazy..to laugh and welcoming this moment people hated. well..i hated at first becos i spent soooooooooooooooo much money and yet..the result..........succccccccccccckkkkkkkkksssssssssss!!!!!!!!!

now..i seriously hope that it's going to turn out well. oh..yes... i hated to put back cos i took quite a longtime before i got my beautiful teeth back! and now! back to where my self-esteem goes down to the bottom again! sigh!!!

yes..i looked ugly with braces...at first when i put it..i tot i was going to look cool with those braces! but..sigh...i think braces are ugly. but somehow i felt cool wearing them.. ;) still i cant forget that i'm still harping on the fact it is super ugly on me!! no...i should say i look super ugly with the braces!!!

plus now..it's at ndc, the colours of the rubber bands are super super limited!!!! there's no dark green no turqoise, no silver no nice pink no nothing!!! argh! lousy!!!

oh i just extracted another poor tooth! oh my... i feel so sad to part with it. it's been with me for...almost 16-17 years? it's MINE!!!! AARRRR!!!!

and when it was extracted out by the doct.the doc i detested, i felt my heart being crunched and crushed!!! my precious healthy tooth!!!!

the root was super long!! yes! that's a sign of healthy tooth! and it's innocent! argh!!!!

yes...with the flesh still stucked on it. i cant bear to think again....and now zoom to the destestable doc, dr Ash** LIM! i dun like his arrogant, thought he's the best doc-in-the-whole-of-singapore attitude!!! he sounded as if he's the professional! and when he inject the anaesthetic, he was looking but while injecting the dosage, he LOOKED AWAY!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaerrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! HOW COULD HE!!!! HOW COULD HE LOOK AWAY!!! THAT'S NOT PROFESSIONAL! THAT'S 'HECK CARE', THAT'S UNCARING! THAT'S NOT A DOCTOR!!

GUARDS!!!TAKE HIM DOWN AND AWAY!!!

sigh..and when he looked away, i was scared and my heart's thumping...bt not as hard as later i will explain. and guess what...HIS HAND SHOOKED!!! AND IT AFFECTED ME! I FELT IT AND IT WAS PAINFUL!!! ~!@#~!%$#@$%#^ him!

so not professional and unethical! and it's not once..but twice!!!! he need to inject two position..the outer gum an the inner gum! MY GOD! i tot it was over when he finished the 1st! well..the inner gum was SUPER SUPER PAINFUL MUCH MUCH PAINFUL THAN THE OUTER GUM!!! it's yes...something piercing thru, a searing pain u swear u would get something to throw at the person and try to imagine it's not so pain.

sigh...yes..when ready... the doct starts using all his strength..as if ready for a big haul of a heavy thing. well..the feeling...nah..i'm all numb....but rather, the sound and the collision was scary...metal and perishable/fragile crushable enamel. sigh...it was a terror..a nightmare! the sound that signifies the vulnerability of my tooth.
* the tooth crimped and whined! trying to hide in one corner and begging for mercy*

sothere he went, shaking it. i heard the sound of crushing..like a few veins, few neurons breaking from the over tension. and the blood vessels split open like some broken violin string, and spilling blood all over within the gum.

i heard that, and i stop the doc immediately.. i was not supposed to do that cos that will cause him to distract kill my precious tooth into million pieces. he said something i couldnt understand and said something tat somehow meant i shouldnt worry and interfere. i hated the meaning of interfere although it wasnt said by him. he hinted that subtlely!

so he continue push and pull my tooth to and fro...until i heard a TEARING sound. so disgusting! yet so heart wrenching! oh my god! well..the feeling and the most imptly..the SOUND ..was as if..it's the extraction of the big tree from it's roots that were firmly rooted to the deepest ground. yes.. the sound..'pick piak prack pruck prock...........' argh...it was not that terrible..but it's a lighter version...and a faster one. he told me before that if any instance while extracting the tooth crushes, i may need to do a small surgery. argh..i hate it when they have such risk involved. so yes...when i heard that sound..i tot my tooth's crushing into pieces!

HAI.....all was done...and i have to put pressure on the poor big hole by biting on the cotton guaze. argh...

when i sat up, i observed my tooth, yes... pink in health and LONG and THICK. it's the best tooth i ever saw. those wisdom teeth i took last time was ugly and crushed to pieces...no chance of reincarnation..sigh... terrible..shivers upon recalling. yes..this tooth.....sad to part. the nurse was asking if i want to bring back. i said no. why??

bring back for what??? you cant do anything! unless u really really believe in the tale of toth fairy..which is rather bullshitting. and i got no place to keep or bury. hai.. no choice..into the rubbish chute. i can imagine how lonely my poor little tooth would be.......naked and shivering.

sigh..enough of my sadness.

time to study. goodnite!

I dunno why but i tot that particular favourited inst kept popping out of my head whenever driving lesson is drawing near. and whenever i dun get him, disappointment follows. supposedly study caused too much of such infatuation. saw many pple had relationships i guess. haha! but that shold nt be an excuse for not living on with my pathetic life.

results should i guess, satisfy my life. haha!

oh ..$$$$$ too!

i guess time really washes off many things. like my infatuation towards this person now became bland...and forgotten. haha! not totally forgotten but faded. busy is what makes everything forgotten. sigh..no wonder singapore now alot of pple suffering from schizophrenia and other stress related disease. aiyah.

hope he's not too busy when i ask him out. oops... have i become that daring? watever lah...

let the water flow...

i just realised that the time i tot long was only 1 week when i wanted to update my blog. wait....does this sentence makes sense?



nvm. it doesnt matter now because i'm going to read during the hol and improve my eng. cos i've decided to drop CU1010 effective writing subject. i tot e money spent would be wisely used for otehr better subjects i can benefit from.

visited facebook and thot that melissa really got a lot of time...she's hardworking..and yet stil draw a grafitti on my wall. hehe! thanks girl. yet to add her on msn.

hmmm, yesterday nite went to my bro's bro, aka my ex neighbour kiddo's bedok place for the 2nd bro's birthday. btw..i do not regard them as my friend, let alone bro. they are spoilt brats. i somehow pity the mom for not being able to fulfil her task properly. regardless of helplessness or just plain ignorant. so ya..ate the leftovers becs we're late... purposely. haha! mostly indian stuff..except salad and beehoon...oh..and spheghetti which were terrible ugly looking...becos they were leftovers. the curry left quite alot...haha!! bo lak gu.

got naan...and the special curry,,, quite hot.. so i drank this coke-cum-jasmine tea drink. it's....wierd with the combi but nice cos it din turn out to be a mixed taste but rather...u can taste the 2 flavours separately. so yeah, ate 1 tasteless burnt chicken wing...yes..it was pathetic...its not just one..it was alot of the...a whole aluminium tray of tastless burnt chicken wing,. hahaha! oh..prawns and fish according to my mom..tasteless and rough... well intotal..my mom tot it was a terrible party. with terrible food. hahah! WELL..i tot so too..but at least i din really detest the food i eat. in fact i ate heartily. haha!

oh my bro made a new friend..me too i guess hahah! he's Matthew, from philippines. currently 16 studying at tamasek poly for foundation year. i asked why not at sydney since after foundation year he;ll be heading there. he said becos of unwsa(anyhow la...dun even know what is what. just noe some college..united...southeast asia..blah blah.. nv paid attention to it since it charged the fees at sky high) yea..it closed down..so he's got no choice but stay in this pathetic singapore. ya..pathetic cos today i saw this ranking thing on WAYN.com, singapore rank like....200 odd th position in being friendliness and others. terrible!

anyway, he's cool, my bro clicked well with him..they even got each other's contact and today was already chating online! haha! guys..good at such.

anyway, the birthday party was for 2 kids, one singh and one chinese. with 2 cakes but i got to eat e mango one from e singh. yes...the 'bro' of my bro's. i din eat the choc one. cos it's the chinese's one. din dare since i dunno him. my mom ate and it was good. aiyah! missed e chance.haaha!

so ya, my main aim of goin there was to explain e prod to this philippine chinese of my philippine(mom of e brat) neighbour. she seemed interested..and i talked alil on it..but becos her nephew(mattew) had to be home at his guardian's home, i gav her paper to read and my contact. her name's helen and her chinese was like..china accented! my goodness..i tot she was phillippines..but my mom said she's china...and settledi n phil...ya..guessed one.. and it was quite true. but her eng was so good that i tot she really was sfrom phil. yes no china accent of eng..

well..she's good at doing choc on a stick. she did 4-5 colours of bears on sticks... and she did 1600 of them for children's day for rivervalley pri sch.


that place had some deities that were possessing on somepple, and when they did, it frozed many pple who saw it. i din really take any notice so i dunno. but the same thing happened at lil india and it caused quite a jam. but it was an eyeopener cos that proved that deities and all do exist.


well.i gotta sleep now, driving's tmr. hahaha!

good nite!