oh right.......time to reveal my wierd dreams to all. it's been so often that oalmost every night i dream. this they say is nota good sign becos u will not get enuff of sleep. But they are jsut so wierd and so good to explore that i always look forward to sleeping. heee~!

yesterday!


i dreamt myself with the rest of my friends, including Glenn NG, clarissa, basically pri sch friends and others i cant rmb. so we were told to cut this piece of paper. and it's to tear this portion out like those consent form? eyah.,.but this has got smaller width like,2inch. but this paper is no ordinary paper..it's got plastic component in it...so i had a hard time tearing it. the tcher said that it has to be in straight cut..so that means no accidental tearing...no zig sag..blah blah. oh..and it's actually not a consent form but some gift grapping plastic..those if u're careful, you'll tear and it will side track....
yeah..i had prob with it...and it's only me!!! damn..i tried to ask my friends for help but they just looked at me and say..sorry u do yourself...or i dun have scissors... pls! they have it ok! if not..why they can have a nice cut and i'm still struggling? i tried very very hard not to tear until it was crooked...but it was impossible of course..i tried my very best by tear properly but the plastic paper din allow me to do so. so i was panicky...cos time's almost up and i have to pass uP! at the very last min..i saw on my table with a few gadgets,tools pencils..colour pencils..and it's almost like those D&T tools..i saw a PEN KNIFE! yes! when i wantto reach for it...argh! the teacher said. it's time and i had no choice but to give to her...

she saw mine.... it's wavy and at the end, it's a super sharp pointy finger like projection of the error. something like below.. the edge...
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so the teacher saw it and crushed and threw it away...! i was really sad that time and was angry for crushing away my paper.... and next she asked me for some doc...i forgot what was it but after that...we all were dismissed and she gave me this 2 certs...when i 'm in e car front seat. it was orange background with white a4 size doc on it. it was laminated somemore! and she said that my cert would be that...becos i din managed to cut that paper properly...that's why it wasnt used to put it on my cert. others had theirs beautifully laminated and decorated...and mine 2 white doc...it's like..cheating me? and not appreciative of what i've put it.

i was so scared! i was so scared becos the teacher din want to give me a chance to do it again. she din budge and she din show a bit of facial expression. i was begging and begging until so hard that i started tearing. yes..i was tearing in the dream setting...begged..cried...pulling her ...pestering her...just to ask her togive me justt his chance and i sweared that i will do good. but she din reply...and in e midst of begging and crying....

i regained my consciousness...yes...i was crying in reality too. it was just too sad that i cant take it. not just tearing..but sobbing..those hiccups you get when you cry?? yea...i dunno why i cried in reality.. i guess this dreams reflects my life now.

trying to get some help from others but they wont lend a hand... and the teacher was nonchalant abt me...sigh... helpless~
yes..that's the 1st time i ever woke up crying and sobbing that hard.

yeah..now! this morning....i dreamt abt myself...stting in a car with this girl..i dunno who and Justin Ye. Yeah..that magician in SR. he was talking to me and we enjoyed each other's company. just as iwas talking....i saw Lucas riding his wait.....it's pushing his bike at the side of the road...i wanted to call out to him..but somehow..hmmm wait..no..i waved... waved to get his attention. but too bad, his mini eyes din give way to me. haha!!!


so i was in the car trying to get to this destination but it had to go round this sqarejunction before reaching... like...going about a square garden before reaching it when just going straight to that destination would do the trick. dunno why..the traffic arrows are like that.

so i reached this place...i think it's the bball court of Nan Chiau High Pri.. the old sch... and i saw Gwen, Brint..andrew? and some other councillors.. around 5 pple in agroup walking across the court...they were talking about babies... yes...wierd i know...

and yea..Gwen was pregnant? and someone else was pregnant too! my goodness....

and becos dream's wierd...the setting all changed...and it's some coffe shop at some place...you have to carefully tread the green slope to get to the shop.

so i heard a baby cry? some one's baby was born..but it wasnt Gwen's or that person....no one knew whose baby.and dunno who was carrying it...and Gwen and group were saying..it's Yeelee's.

i was like..what????? i'm not even pregnant in e first place! so heck la..went to pick that baby up.. it was...........................................ugly looking? my first look at him wasnt that nice. oh btw..i tot it ws a him..cos he looked like one... but guess what.. it's not that small.. it's big sized...someone said it's 15 years old liao.. i was( persona) like what the hell? sure or not? he's got inflated chest, short black hair...distorted face...distorted smile? and fat....heavy too.

in a nutshell..it's a demon. so me, gwen and group sat at that coffee shop to feed the babies...*babies..so that means gwen gave birth...she's not yet supposed to give birth but yeah..dreams are wierd*

so it's time to move off to some where...the hall.. it's like school time.. school bell..time to move off for class.. haha! and when i looked up the slope, i saw the baby coming down??? yeah.. or was it someone else...and i carried a big bag... as in.. literary big...horizontally rectangular and its like...1 metre by 40 cm by 10 cm.. cartoon decorated...and it's super super heavy..dunno what's inside..probably it's all the stuff of the baby.


so we moved off...and when queueing up outside this hall..and besides it was the grass...someone handsome ran past. it was someone i knew but i forgot... and i kept looking at him until this guy said,' why look at him? he's not that handsome...he's not the president(council) or ...( iforgot what he said). He's just a leader...running around..."

and wow...guess who said that! Brez L.!!!! Oh my goodness! he's back in my memory...lol!!! it's been a long time since i last saw him..and now he appeared in my dream! i was so excited..as i looked at him... :)

yeah..so i went to mhss hall...and sat in my class..almost the front. others' were settling down too... and in frontof me...sat this girl called Eileen from NCHS. my pri class mate.. how wierd dreams are! they can bring u the oldest memory to present!

so she said..how was the baby? ok?? blah blah..and i told myself, 'oh........i see..so she was the one in charge of giving me that ugly baby.!!! she could give me a nicer looking one!! " and i told her that him*(the baby) was t errible and etc...(i forgot) But she told me that it's not a he ...it's a *she!!! i was like................WTH??? the features of the baby resembles totally like a guy!!! and ut ell me it's a girl??

now..that explains the inflated chest i tot... hai...lol!!!

so the dream now take me to me, my mom and my bro in a Mac.. and she was i think..snatching some fries from me?? i forgot.. probably telling me off of something..and i was so angry that i said she was the same becos she herself did it the sam way... i was really angry. and i huff-ed away...walking down clemenceau road near the scacred heart church...waiting for bus 851. of course..we wre walking the side kerb for e lookout. and 875 passed and that jolted me of that dream i dreamt many months..like 1 year ago??

i shall narrate briefly becos it's such a long post now.

so yeah...i was going to a new sch and the bus route was far and arduous. i had to take several bus and mrt rides to get there.. so it's a long long journey. i rmbed that i tok a bus to this mrt...and that place was dark..cos it's still in e morning. and i went down this mrt underpass with others... it's a long walk in e underpass...and the whole place was stranger to me. and somehow...it was a route to CJC..but den...it ended up at some roads tht was quite deserted..like..those highway in msia..no pple pass by one and it's hot and humid and i had to walk a dist before arriving to sch.

and while walking...i saw the place morphing i think..and when i reached the sch.. it turned out to be some balinese..or some picturesque greenery with stones and pebbles and waterfall. it's really those games in PS,where you see stone path way leading u...water..and green leaves and grasses... it's really cooling and soothing. and guess whatschool was that? SR! ROFL!

how wierd!!!