Aiyai! what a rotten day to be sick!!! yesterday had sore throat and it felt it was on burning streak! i tried swallowing my saliva..but...it's just like a knife cutting thru your throat, trying to pry open it. and yesternight was hell of a torture for me!

my whole body was burning but yet, at the same time, i felt sooooo cold! tried covering myself with blanket and wore socks..but still it's freezing into my bones. i felt i was like some 80 year old old granny with super backaches and those bone aches...e bones at my neck, shoulder and waist..oh! and my feets too, were so achy till i cant sleep well and i dreamt abt this dream that was...an added perssure to my pain. i am conscious in a way i know what i'm doing- cant sleep well and was tossing in bed, cold and trying to cover up myself with blanket. but unconscious becos of the dream. How ironic was that! conscious yet unconscious....

yea..and i had to resort to pulling my eyelids up to get my super thick jacket to cover myself. and yeah..that jacket was put there for months just besides my bed. nv touch it... haha...and to think it can actually put to good use this time!!


so this morning, i felt soooooooo hot! *eh..not what you think ah!* it's so hot that i felt myself burning! all parts of my body was burning! the 'heatiness' got me. sigh! what i've been eating in the past now affected me. Previously, went to eat at seoul garden with 4/1 and it is, i beleive the start of my heatiness. becos i felt a lil sore in my throat. so yeah..i told myself to drink water..but apparently i forgot that i'm heaty, i drink like about 1L-2L only...din really gauge either. yeah..den i ate chilli-ed luncheon meat before...mos burger's fried butterflies and french fries, fried dumpling....etc etc etc....too much i guess... and water ...too little..

so yeah..yesterday my inners got exploded... liver working hard, and i guess all organs inside me are on a heat, all are exuding heat...can imagine..if temperature got any higher than 38.5, they could just melt and worst..cooked! melt at least, u put them in a mould, stll can get back the shape and cont working. but cooked?!!? u cant use them anymore! might as well extract them out and eat them up. and after that, sleep in a coffin and travel.

lol!! how funny are my descriptions! lol!! eh...they may not be funny to you but...i uses my imagination too much..lol!!! i'm a sadistic person.

ok.i admit i'm not really a lit person..though i took them before and always thot i was great becos lit pple are cool! but now..i'm a pre psychologist, i think i'm cool still . haha!!!

yeah..so went to see a doc at lavender...the doc sucked somehow. he din give me med for phlegm. i told him i got sore throat and headache,all body ache and felt feverish. he only gave me paracetemol,amoxyllin(some penicillin, forgot its uses liao :( ) and one for flu...wait... since when i am down with flu..it's just.........sinus i supposed. argh...i miss dr gary. i mean.. he's name is Gary Keong. Real handsome man. haha!! but he's married. lol! i like his way of seeing patients. he cares alot for patients. and he talks to us...like some psych. haha! but yea..my dad being a selfish guy, din want to drop me off at river valley, dr gary's clinic. and he even said after eating med, see how i felt and if better, go to class. that's like...ouch! how could he say that.

it's not as if i want to miss this lesson. i'm really sick and tired... i tried my best to 'feel better' but urgh...no use.

so went to sleep back home..for..about...3 hours? that's like..super long! normally..the longest was 21/2 to 3..but duno why..after 3 hrs stll feel so tired...

and basically slacked the whole day..ARGH! i'm wasting my time!!! i'm wasting my youth!!! i' such a loser!

pls someone help me!