as usual, i always dream about wierd dreams.. and this morning, i dreamt of myself doing the prod demo to a group of pple i know but sadly...i forgot again. this dream portrayed something that is very impt to note.

on the pretext of being strong, always head strong in facing bad criticisms, rejections, bad impression of my performance becos they tot i am earning their $, and failed attempts in doing demo becos of 'sudden' crop-ups....i am actually really sick and tired of it. Hurt deeply by the response the prod has brought(response by pple), feeling dejected when no one realise the goodness of it, and feeling disappointed when pple dun believe. In fact, there are more feelings about it, just that i dun want to talk about it.

It's not that i feel dejected when there is no money for me. i feel really out of the earth, alien on this earth when my friends and best friends dun believe.

nvm...as we all know...friends=pple in society=workforce=betrayal=backstab=sooner or later

i will still treasure friendship i had. as time goes by, there's only 1 to believe=family.

they will stand by you whenever you're down, you're ugly, you're happy, you're crazy, you're fat, you're successful or even when you're bankrupt.

love conquers all...hopefully...

sueño(dream in spanish)