though it's not the exact words and phrasing, it means that you dun have to care about what pple say or think about you! dun be affected pls! you are you. you are smart, you are charming, you are your ownself! you are what you are and just be that way! you aint going to change yourself for others! that would mean living the lives of others!
hey beware man! you'd soon get dissociative disorder!!! that's...AARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! nooooo waaayyyy!!!
seriously, just put back your post. i hate to be the affecting factor in someone's life esp when it's a negative way. i draw my lines REAL clear!
errr...meaning you lead ur own life, i lead mine. no sparks to start of a bad friendship man!
C'mon! be courageous and say more encouraging words to yourself!
you need confidence! you need to feel at ease when you're talking to someone strange. be friendly( er..you are already really friendly!) and pple will naturally smile and be friendly. they are not what....MONSTERS!!! no no no. ok????????????????????????
i trust that you'll put that post back. and as for my post...i've got this habit, once i post it up, i wont erase. let histories be histories. and it ws written in a moment of folly! trust me!
yay! today had driving lesson. i was about 1 minute late.. :( that instructor(inst) was in e car oready. He was a funny guy! hmmm...how should i describe him? he's more of e army's funny man. yeah i guess i can say that. those guys whom girls wont fall for upon first look but soon will find him humourous and with his humour, he makes an impression on girls. soon..the girl will fall in love with him. ya..that sort of guy.
serious, he's quite not a good looking guy, age..hmm..28 to 30/ or even more?? but when he speaks, he'd go 'this fella', that fella'" well...there were more of his phrasing that will really amuse you! like 'eh..must stop, what if there's one bang*l*h crossing the road?'
for that...i'm soo sorry but that's just joking! LOL
yea..but anyway, my driving was terrible. i couldnt change from gear 3 to 2 smoothly and the car jerked when i'm at gear 1. when looking at blindspots, i always missed it cos it was the first few times practising it. but it got better. but there's this instance when i checked for blind spot, my steering wheel sort of moved to the right without my knowledge. so it's like.....there's a kerb, i nearly crashed into it. luckily that inst saved my life!!! phew!!! *** at this moment, when i'm writing the latter sentence, i begin to to imagine myself saying, ' oh my he's my hero! i like him thats why.'***
lol!!! but of course! that's joking! but..i like him for his humour. ya..he said my steering control not steady, my gear changing was not good and my brakes!! yes! i anyhow brake! should brake when i'm at high speed slowing down but instead...i brake, clutched and release brake and brake when i'm clutching. argh.sigh...
but today was an eye-opener. i went beyond just the rounds around the school. i went to eh...yiochu kang i think...aiyah..i just drive..and not noticing any road signs..ahhaha!!! drive blindly la me!
hmmmare you trying to say, i'm mesmerised by his talking?? lol!! ok lar...not at all, but was attentive when he's speaking. respect you see?? and not so bored
they are not excuses, excuse me!
lol!!!
