whoa! guess some pple have seen my nick..yes..all the F words...not going to REPEAT again! i hate repeating stuff that irritated me. cos i'll have to feel sad once more and ramble them all over again..making my fingers tired and my soul broken. basically it's the words and tones of my aunt that killed me.
hmmm...Mr kwon came to singapore came today just to watch me do the demo...sigh! i din know he came from korea just to watch this! and i screwed it up! yes mom i know i screwed it up and yes dad i screwed it up! but hello? i din know they came here to see this and going abck after taht! and i wasnt in my own self when i did the demo..it seems that i forgot what to say. and seeing his wife...i was dumbfounded becos she's got the look like ' what are u doing here? i dun want to watch..i dunno why i'm here for' disinterested look! i was perturbed by that look...and becos i wasnt familar with them..and i was afraid that they dun understand my eng...so in the end...i did the demo stuttering..dunno waht to say. sigh!
but i wasnt like this in the morning..when explaining to the malay stall auntie abt the mktg strategy. sigh! i can dea lwith foreigners!
oh btw...Mr Kwon...he's my dad's friend...sigh! i cant believe i disappoint dad like that...
but he did have to tell mom so badly abt me. mom told me abt it and i found it irritated...dunno why..i was so bad tempered. iguess mom's way of putting that across was kind of reprimanding me. well..she was kind of before she said what dad told her. she ws 'reprimanding' me abt how i did the demo in e office. sigh...i dunno why i was clumsy too! ok>? dun ask me! i'm vexed! ig uess it's the event i said earlier on that made me so angry.
but anyway..i'm grateful that Mr kwon gave us 6 tins of salted seaweeds! weeee!!! going to stuff myself with them!! yum yum!!! no one's snatching them away from me!~!!!!! yes!
oh i thank Rach for praying for me 'thru' the fone! haha!!! she was praying with her heart..i can tell..though there's alot ofpausing..haahah! but it's from her... from the withins of her.haha!
thanks Rach!
watched what my cousin sent me of her son..haha! damn funny! the kid was so smart..he knows my cousin was video-ing him..and he came over to grab it! ah! haha!
oh and she's expected another boy...sigh! we all want a girl! Let's Pray for a girl man!
1244am May 16th 2007